Friday, September 5, 2008

Bestfriend

Last night i talked to my bestfriend
after i said i wouldn't talk to him for like 3 months
but it had only been 2 weeks or so
but i couldn't take it anymore.
i didn't turn out the way i thought it would be
i thought he would be happy to talk to me
but he wasn't really
and we fought
i cried for at least 3 hours last night
because in a way i lost my bestfriend
he said i hadn't been there for him
when he knows i couldn't cause it hurt too much
i just wanna work things out with him
so hopefully i do
i need to talk to him today
at school we just looked at eachother
its such a complicated situation
i want my bestfriend back
but he said he wasn't sure
i need him there for me
a promise is a promise
always and forever