Friday, August 21, 2009

Boring Is An Overstatement

So okay, school finished for the week and like i planned to have some friends over.
S.C straight away starts annoying me about letting A.J.P come over but like i couldn't let him cause i told my parents only one guy is coming. They have been a bit like hesitant since this incident with my ex bestfriend who was a guy.

Here's like a quick story of what happened, i was bestfriends with this guy for like ages. I told him everything and like we had fun together. One night i asked him to come to this birthday party cause it was my crush's and like i would give him a lift there and back to my house so he asked his mum and told me she said yes. He got dropped at my house and my sister dropped us to the party. He gets a text from his mum saying he is getting picked up at 11 and i asked him if his mum knows my dad isn't picking us up until 11:30 cause like it'll be after he goes to work. He tells me he just told his parents that he was going to my house. He tells his parents where he is and then they come pick him up and his mum yells at me in front of the party. I started to cry and it was relaly bad. When my dad picked me up i told him what happened and he said that he better not see that guy again. Since then it has been a bit hard to bring around guys cause that really upset me.

Anyways back to my day. I got on the bus which was late and was fully packed. I sat at like the back with some of my other school friends and talked about random stuff. Anyways, A.P and M.C got off at this shop near by my house and me and S.C went straight to my house. When we got to my house my brother and his girlfriend was watching "Friday the 13th", its such a gruesome movie but good. Really scary. B.R and her Bestfriend with A.S were out side my street just sitting there. A.S told me not to go outside my house cause she is such a good friend. They were there for like 2 hours i reckon and like it was soo creepy. A.P was the first to go home then M.C and then finally S.C. We didn't do anything we planned on doing cause we ended up just watching movies with my brother and his girlfriend.

I don't feel like typing heaps so yeah that was the basic things that happened in my day after school. I just blogged, facebooked, MSN and Youtubed

Sorry for the boring day with all my writings of the day.

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Songs Of The Day 6

Well a new has come and gone.
Here is a new list of songs for all of you to listen to
5 Random Ipod Songs
  1. That's What You Get - Paramore
  2. Heavily Broken - The Veronicas
  3. See You Smile - Natz Blazin
  4. Headfirst Slide Into Coopestown On A Bad Bet - Fall Out Boy
  5. Why Worry - The All-American Rejects
Today's list was a good one in my opinion so yeah
Have a listen
Remember it is always random so what comes up is a mystery

Comment me what you think of todays random list

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Thoughts 5; Enemies At War

Hey, heres a new thought for you all.

Have you ever hated someone so much, you just want to kill them?

Everyone goes through it so don't deny it. Here is my story.

I have a lot of enemies, some i don't see anymore, which is good and other are just new. I used to be friends with these people but like now i hate them so much. It's a war between us and like i wonder why is it we feel this way towards each other.

Me and some of my old friends started fighting and like we're like fighting for friends from our group. Yes it sucks most days to have to compete each other for certain people's attention and also to lose other friends to the other person. But it happens and it brings out the true self out of people.

I hate This girl so much i just want to kill her sometimes but like i'm not gonna do it cause she is still friends with some of my friends.

So for my thought of the day i ask, why is it we do make enemies? and why is it that sometimes particular situations can not be resolved?

here is what i think, We make enemies because there is some aspects of people's personalities that are not compatible to our own personality. Because of this we feel that our difference mean that we can never get along. In most cases this is true and in others it may be for from it. We don't get a long with people we have bad experiences with and because me and my friend eventually had a clash we just ended up enemies. Enemies are people we can't stand and people who make our lives difficult and this is what my ex friend does to me. The reason we make enemies is we feel threatened by them and we try to destroy each other.

Sometimes conflicts can't be resolved because there is nothing we can do to satisfy everyone involved, we feel we are always the person who is right and the person who is the victim, it's just human nature. Most conflicts can be resolved depending on the extent of the problem but in the one like mine it is more difficult to fix when everything that happened in the past makes everything worse.

So i leave you all with this thought, We make enemies and we have problems because it is all apart of finding out the true inner self of the people around us and it helps us connect with them.

Sorry if this blog entry is pretty crap but like i wasn't sure what to write about and like this has been going on in my mind for the day.

Comment me you worse situation & i'll try and write a better thought tomorrow.

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School Day 5

Alright, Btw J.M, the girl is gonna now be J.D.M and the boy, J.M will now be J.M LOL
I woke up late today, which made me almost late for school. I went to tutor and like we had to nominate people to be SRC. Of course J.T and J.M were nominated cause they were nominated last time. Then Sir said maybe some girls should go for it cause there was only guys so far. J.T, being stupid put my name down and there was nothing i could do about it. We also put down H.R's name so that i wasn't the only girl. Sir told us to campaign and as a joke, he said, H.R and J.M are gonna be campaign managers for each other, A.C is mine, and E.M is J.T's. We also had to fill out an evaluation form for the excursion on Wednesday. It was funny, cause J.T didn't know it was a 2 sided sheet, Then a teacher on the loud speaker mentioned that the sheet was 2 sided to all the students and so we just laughed at J.T. LOL

The bell rang and i headed to maths. I didn't do much in maths cause like i was soo lazy. Math was a double period and so i really didn't want to do anything. I just listened to my ipod and played solitaire. I also just read old messages on my ipod. The second bell rang quickly, I'm surprised that for the first time, i didn't do any work in maths. I felt very sleepy, i think i might have fell asleep LOL like most people in this class. Just kidding, i just had a nap. I just remembered it's my math teacher's last day cause he was just filling in for my real teacher. This teacher is so cool and is such a good artist/painter and teacher. We're gonna miss him. He'll be back for our fund raiser to build schoolsfor the poor though so that should be cool.

This morning i asked A.P if she wanted to come over this afternoon. She said, she might so yeah, i was thinking of asking the guy i like to come over but in the end i didn't. I was too afraid.

Oh Yeah A.C also told me she read my blog about her and it made her sad. I told her it's all true because on my blog, I NEVER LIE. Okay, i'm getting a little off track LOL.

At recess, we just talked about people coming over this afternoon, after school. Which was alright, but more about that later. By then it was S.C, M.C, A.S and A.P going to my house.

In religion we did this ritual thing for Islam which was funny and embarassing. It wasn't really an interesting class. But It's always fun to sit and talk with K.M.

In EXP, i finished all the class work and then did my religion homework. Other Than that, there was nothing interesting.

Lunch was boring, i just played games on J.D.M's phone cause it's fun lol. A.S also told me she wasn't coming over anymore.

Cafs we didn't do much and in music Me and J.D.M talked to this guy in our class about the Philippines and also about names. We also talked about where we went school before our current one and where we live. It was an interesting chat, we had a different teacher cause like yeah our teacher was at exams.

Anyways, it wasn't the most interesting day today but like man i was too lazy to do anything.

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The Little Things

Okay so as mentioned previously, i didn't get to post this yesterday and i hope it doesn't confuse you this is what happened yesterday after school and also a little bit about what i did at clare the night before.

Okay, my parents picked me up after school today. I was talking to that girl i mentioned who is getting married. She was telling me how she was getting stressed by planning the reception and stuff. I'm not trying to be a gossip but you got to know some stuff about this. She has been dating the guy for just a bit more than a year and he is just less than times 2 of her age. Yes!! i creeped me out too. But you have to be happy for a new couple that has found that special love i guess.

Anyways, so me and my parents were in the car and like i was hungry so my dad bought me some food. My mum won $14 on her scratchy so she was really happy, it was funny. After we bought the food, my dad bought me credit for my phone cause i ran out like ages ago cause i called a long distance phone.

My dad has been tired of having to pay $30 for credit every month for me and told me to change me rate plan so that it will last longer. I didn't really want to but i had to.

We got back into the car and my dad wanted to go buy some new fish for our pond in the back yard. Did i tell you that i have a fish that like mine in that pond LOL. It's a black fish, so you can hardly ever see it but i love it. It's name is Jasper :D in honor of my favourite character in twilight. On the way to the place that BTW is like heaps far away. I was eating my food in the car cause like yeah i was really hungry and didn't want to wait until i got home cause i know that would be ages away.

After we bought 4 fish and then went home, so the fish would quickly adjust to our pond. When we got home i went straight to the home phone and called my mobile service. I had to follow this machine voice thing that didn't understand me so transfered me to a worker. I talked to this indian chick who helped me out and told me what rates i can change to. I was starting to get sad cause none of the ones that last long had free internet and like i always go on the internet on my phone. i told the woman if i could call back later so i could think about it. I told my dad what the lady said and he told me it was up to me what i wanted but he wasn't gonna pay $30 every month for my credit to last. So i knew what i had to do. I went on the computer to research more about all the rates and then it froze on me which really frustrated me.

After i gave up with that my little sister got hungry so we went out to get her food. She was the only one eating so we only went in the drive through. Her food smelt so nice but i was too upset to ask for any. We then went to a plant place which was also pretty far away. Me and my little sister stayed in the car and waited for our parents. I was on my phone, facebooking like always. I put my status as no more free internet on my mobile. I was really sad. Me and My little sister just listened to the radio as Hamish and Andy talked, they are soo funny. It was funny cause there was this random quiz Hamish asked Andy about if he was suitable to drive on the other side of the road cause they are going to America tomorrow. The questions were very random.

Finally when my parents came back to the car we drove back home and there were heaps of cars driving past so it was hard to enter the road. Hamish and Andy were now making prank calls to like the president of America but because of the time difference it didn't work LOL. Then we got home and i called my Mobile service again. I talked to that machine again and like then talked to i think it was a filo woman or an american LOL. Then i changed my rate to one that lasts 6 months. The lady said all my current credit would go away such as my Mbs of internet i had left and free call minutes. I said it was fine but i felt it was a waste. I then was told to turn off my phone for 20 minutes and wait for a text to come before i recharge. I turned my phone off aftee hanging up and watched "gossip girl" with my big sister. She already finished it but started again and now i'm starting to get the story.

After like 1 episode i turned the TV off and turned my phone back on. I got the text message and recharged my credit. When i message the people to tell me my balance they messaged back saying i had all my minutes and internet credit was still with me which made me happy but like i don't want to get heaps excited so like i'm gonna see if it's still there tomorrow so yeah i get heaps happy cause that means i can still use internet for free until my internet credit finishes which seriously takes ages.

I also got a message that i won a prize. I won $30 extra dollars of credit for my phone, meaning i have $60 credit :D
IT's so cool.

Then like i came up here and started typing on notepad, in my brother's room cause he is at work and my sister is doing her assignment. I also went downstairs to ask my parents if my friends can come over tomorrow which should be fun. My parents said yes but my dad did ask a lot of questions, i thought he was sleeping but apparently not. It was funny cause my dad would quietly ask a question to my mum and then she would repeat it to me lol.

I had an interesting chat with my little sister about God wanting us to suffer and so i told her what i learnt in english today, as mentioned before. I told her, what sir told us. Jesus said that it is more likely for a person in poverty to get into heaven than a wealthy person. Because a poor person is suffering in their life and not giving up while a wealthy person has more temptations in their life and so it is harder to accept God. Some people who aren't in poverty can't deal with their life and so they end it. I told this to my sister and like she was like WOAH hahaha

Anyways that was my day outside of school, sorry if it is long and boring but like yeah lol lots happened.

Comment Me what you think about God wanting his people to Suffer

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Songs Of The Day 5

YAY!!! a new day;
everyone knows what that means, my favourite part of the day.
5 Random Ipod Shuffle Songs
What will my ipod choose today?

1. Hard To Say -The Used
2. All We Know - Paramore
3. Just Watch The Fireworks - Jimmy Eat World
4. Only One (Acoustic) - Yellowcard
5. Lie About Us - Avant

Have a listen to what came up. Remember it is all random.
Listen & comment me what you think of the songs of the day

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Thoughts 4; Dreams Were Made For Understanding

Guys guess what?! i have a new thought for you all

Do you ever have a dream that you don't completely understand? It may be happy or it may be sad.

So my thought for today is Dreams.

Here's my story. 3 nights now this week i've had a dream about one of my closest friends, E.M and her boyfriend. It's really embarassing but it got me thinking. So for you to all understand i have decided to tell you about each of the dreams, or at least parts that i remember in the dreams. I hardly ever remember my dreams, so it scares me to remember these. If i remember a dream i feel theres a message but seriously i hope there isn't one.

Dream 1; E.M and her boyfriend got into a huge fight and i wanted to help get them backa together. So i called him and told him to come to my house to talk to me and E.M about what happened. I told him to knock really hard so that we can hear and answer the door. For some odd reason, i didn't know there was a party at my house. E.M was already crying and like i really hoped her boyfriend would be here soon. He never arrived but when my little sister came hom she said to me that she saw him walking out of the street. She said she asked him why he wasn't at my house talking to E.M about what happened. He replied, " I knocked as hard as i could but no-one would answer, so i just gave up and decided to go home." I told E.M about what happened and this made her even more upset.

Dream 2; Somehow E.M and her boyfriend were back together but then of course they had another fight. Me and A.C were hanging out at my house when E.M came and told us that she had another huge fight with her boyfriend. A.C said she was going to a birthday party for this girl who went to our school and like she also has history with E.M boyfriend. E.M tells me that her boyfriend is also going to the party. She doens't want him to go by himself to that girls party so she says that she will go and find him there. A.C offers her, her present she was gonna give the girl and decides not to go so then E.M went to go to the party to meet up with her boyfriend.

Dream 3; Alright, again E.M gets back with her boyfriend but guess what?! thats right they had another big fight but this one was serious because they officially broke up. It hurt E.M a lot but she seemed to move on really fast. Before i knew it me and her boyfriend were together and like E.M didn't know about it but everyone else did. I didn't want to hurt E.M and seriously i have no idea how i got with her boyfriend We bumped in to E.M at some park and like she was crushed as and the obvious thing happened, she cut me out of her life and never wanted to talk to me again.

So my thought of the day is what do all these dreams mean? Why am i dreaming about someone else's sorrow? Why do people dream good things some night and Bad dreams other nights?

This is what i think, People dream what they fear and what they want. If we are frightened or scared in dream, it is a fear we have. My fear from these dreams is that my friend E.M will get hurt. I guess i'm a bit over protective of the people i care about. In the first 2 dreams i tried to make things better and i tried to make her happy again. I never want her to be hurt by anyone especially her boyfriend. In the last dream my fear is me hurting her. I never want to be the cause of her saddness and pain. IT's one of the things i never want to do. I also have a fear of losing her as a friend or maybe lose her as family.

Obviously these dreams were fears cause when i woke up i was terrified and scared and also a little confused. People dream about what they want in life and from others. But some people don't realise that dreams also show you some of your deepest fears. It helps people realise what they are truly scared of and in my case it is losing someone really close to me or one of them ever getting hurt from someone close to them.

I've realised, over the years, that if you think of something so much and especially before you sleep, that thought could effect your dreams, it may appear in it in the oddest way. It shows you if you are scared or if you are excited. It's a matter of taking in what you have seen.

I'm not an expert but this is what i believe. I know there are other meanings for particular dreams besides fear or desire. I know that it could mean unfinished business or something but i'm not professional. But i know that most dreams are usually about what we want and what we wish will never happen.

Dreams are weird experiences everyone goes through. It's a matter of remembering a dream and learning from it.

If you do wish to know about your dreams, look it up in dream interpretation sites or books. Even ask a professional if you are really interested.

Just keep dreaming and remember It's Just A Dream.

Comment me some of your scariest, happiest or weirdest dreams you have ever had, if you can remember that is.
Also comment me if you get a professional interpretation and tell me what particular dreams mean.

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School Day 4

Okay, so i didn't get to go online yesterday to blog cause my little sister needed to do her assignment. Let me update you on whats been going on from yesterday. I Wrote this all yesterday in my brother's room when he wasn't around so it sounds like i wrote today was yesterday, if you get what i mean. Anyways sorry for the late post.

Today was a short day at school cause it is thursday. Every thursday we finish at 1pm instead of 2:30pm cause of sport. It's a good thing sport isn't compulsary because then i would be such a fail LOL.

I woke up this morning and i swear i was soo tired. I like seriously did not want to get up, i was that lazy. When i finally decided to get ready to go to school, i didn't open my eyes for a while LOL.

Okay, so remember how i thought S.C was mad at me yesterday, well when i got to school A.S straight away told me he wasn't. He came up to me and said he wasn't mad at me and that it would take heaps for him to be mad at me. I was full like WTF!!! He told me, that when i yelled out his name, he turned around and couldn't see us so he turned away and kept walking. I told him how guilty i felt and how i talked about it on my blog and he was full like LOL and said it would take much more to get him mad. So I'm glad me and him got that sorted out and like everything is cool now between us. Apparently, he also didn't receive A.S's Text when she messaged him to ask if he was mad. Grrr, oh well it's all over now so lets move on.

There's this girl in my English, Exp & Ancient History class, L.A and we're like heaps close now cause every second thursday we have the whole day together which is funny and we like to joke about it. She is a great person.

Exploring Early Childhood (Exp), was the first 2 periods of the day. We basically read out of the text book and discussed it which is always fun in that class. Obviously our class is made up of just girls and its funny cause next door is the construction class and there is only boys in the subject. We then had to design playground equipment that is suitable for both genders and for people who are disabled.

My design is basically a flying fox that has a kind of cubicle tha has a pole in the middle. The front is clear in order for the child to enjoy the view and there is enough space in the cube that allows prams, wheel chairs and even just for children to stand up and be safe. There is also a kind of rope thing that the adult holds to and uses in order to control the speed of the ride so that the child doesn't get too frightened. The ride goes down hill so that it is easier for the disabled or very young child to get out of the cube. There is also a ramp in order to get the child to the top of the slope.

English was the next 2 periods. We have 4 straight periods on thursday and only one break because the day is shortened which means the periods are shorter than usual. We basically read poems and answered questions about it. The poem really interesting because it was about how in this poets opinion, God wants us to be uncomfortable and In pain so that when we die we will be comfortable and happy or something like that which is retarded. Anyways, that poem just really interested me.

Then it was our break time and like i started hanging out with my normal group of girls but than A.S called me over to her cause B.R had went library and like left A.S alone. So it was me, A.S and the boys, S.C & A.P.

Oh yeah BTW i'm going to say that A.P the girl is now, A.J.P cause it would just be less confusing for you guys and for me.

Anyways back to the lunch break. A.P bought S.C food and me and him kinda shared it. I took like 3 or 4 bites and like it was really nice. Idk what it was but it was good LOL.

Lunch seemed to go fast cause before i knew it the bell rang. The Last 2 periods of the day was Ancient History. We were in the library and so after lunch i walked with A.C. I just worked the whole lesson on summarising the text book and i plan to finish the chapter by next week. That was basically it and then the bell rang. I went and got my bag and saw A.S and like i hadn't seen her the whole lesson, even though we had class together, if thatb makes sense. We said bye to each other and i walked A.C to this classroom for her to wait and get picked up. I bumped into A.S on the way out of the school again and whispered to her, asking if she tells B.R anything i say about her on this blog and she says she doesn't and i said thank you and bye. I went to the front and waited for my parents.

That was my school day for yesterday and it does sound like i was talking about today and i'm sorry if i got you all very confused lol.

Comment me on what you think of my idea for the play ground equipment.

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