Wednesday, December 15, 2010


so how is everyone today :)
i'm feeling good
well okay i guess
hanging with my crew and my two little sisters <3
actually i'm currently at A.C the girls house
and felt like writing a post
well how to update ?
well today i got my hsc results
i did pretty well
like mostly band 4s which were almost band 5s
and i got one band 5 for CAFS
which i am proud of

honestly i have been really worried lately
not about him
or A.C
but my family
havent really told anyone
but i tell you guys everything
well there was money difficulties for a while
like we have had so many loans
like seriously
it worries me of course
today we got approved which is good
but my rents have talked bout selling the house and moving and stuff
and it just scares me
cause i dont wanna move
there is so much more to it
but not gonna say too much
my rents had a little fight y-day but its good now

anyways besides that
everything is good :)
and i will update again soon

10 days till christmas
hope everyone is having a great holiday

Sunday, December 12, 2010


i got a question from someone
who didnt leave a name
it said this;
"how's things between A.c and that guy you havent told us about yet ?"

well first of all
thanks for the question
kinda glad you're interested in them
well here is my answer

things between them as far as i know
are going really well
the guy is being a gentleman
and also treats A.C the girl
the way she should be treated
she is very happy
and it makes me happy to see her that way

i was over her house the other day
and we talked
and then he was online
and she talked to him
it is cute how they talk
and she tells him how much she misses him
i find it really sweet
plus he can be very corny
same goes for her

so to make this post short
they are going really well
and i hope they keep on going well
cause they totally deserve to be together

and thank you again for your lovely question
A.C and her guy would be happy to know that they are being interested in LOL

keep questions coming
i'll be happy to answer them
but please leave your name
so i can give you a shout out :)

much love guys
you guys make me feel a live

all i can say

i miss you so much babe.
I hope you're doing well
and have a great day
everyday we are not together
because everyday im with you
is totally the best days of my life
i love you baby

Friday, December 10, 2010

It is never ending

its about him but also other things
like i got rejected from this job
which in the end i didnt really want
but needed to money
their evaluation of me is fair but kinda mean
and also the fact that they told me they were gonna hire me
it makes me feel guilty
when i worked hard in their stupid training program
they said they were gonna give me a shot
but one thing i said to one of the workers
and also how i talked to the boss on the phone
when she asked me to come in
i already assumed i didnt get it
so i didnt care anymore
then out of the blue she calls me
and asks me to come in
of course im gonna say "What for?"
i guess i should not have said it that way
but come on i was really mad at them
by that they felt i had an attitude prob ><"
i was already pissed at them
well i officially declared not going back to that place

anyways the second thing
is that HEEEEEEE
asked me if he could bring B.R to my birthday party WTF
he knows how i feel about her
granted i made peace with her
but it doesnt mean i forgive her for everything
she is still a bitch

just the fact that he had to nerve to ask
like i love him
dont get me wrong
but he should know better

all this shit is then piling on top of my already current problems
like about how im feeling lonely
and shit like that

A.C cheered me up yesterday
but its like today
everything came running back
my group is planning a day for us to hang
to cheer me up
so yeah
but for now i vent
there was so much i wanted to say
but no one was online to talk to
until K.C went online
i feel relieved talking to her

Thursday, December 9, 2010

i miss you so much babe

yeah thats all i have to say

Monday, December 6, 2010

It's Funny

after being really down
i read a few convos with sebastian
and i feel all better
i'm smiling again
and everything

i just miss him very much
really wanna see him soon

Reading old convos i had w/ the bestfriend

now reading old convos with him
and i found this

me; if you were a chick and really liked a guy would you tell them or first talk to them like as a really good friend

him; ok this is what i would do, firstly i would befriend them and then try really hard to get them to like me first until its so obvious thats its noticable that they like me and then that way if my feelings change noone will know

sounds like what happened with me and him
at this very moment ><
very weird

Feeling the way i did when her first left me

these are just snippets of convos me and my ex had
that show me he did love me
he just moved on before i did
Me; what if you forget about me
him; i wont
me; you never know
him; i wont, i promise
me; i hope you dont, i wont forget you
him; i know

him; you walk past me like 50 times
me; i do??
him; yeah
me; noo
him; yes
me; i dont see you
him; cause you're talking to logan lol
me; then i dont walk past you on purpose
him; i dont care, ur happy wen ur with them
me; really?
him; yeah
me; so when i'm happy, you're happy
him; yeah

me; you smiled at the beginning, like in the lines and gave me a hug
him; id give you a hug even if i was depressed

me; i love you W...

Out Of The Blue he said this
him; i love you
me; i love you too, is something wrong
him; no why
me; idk
him; what, cant i say i love you
me; yeah you can :D i like when you say it

him; what did i promise you
me; do you mind telling me again
him; i would never leave you
me; but the point is you will
him; i wont
me; i'm not ready to let you go
him; i'm not ready too and i won't

i've relived 2 major fights between us
and i cant take it
i'll always love my ex
but in the end
we were two different people
and i know inside me
im better off without him

more than anyone in the world
i think of my ex
and then see a picture of sebastian
and know i'm gonna be okay

SEBASTIAN makes me a better person
he makes sure
everything works out in the end

The ex

he's on facebook a lot now
his status is always something sad
and sometimes i tell myself
maybe its about me
when i really know it isnt
WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with me
i miss my bestfriend too much
that i feel the closest thing i have now
to ever finding someone
is my ex
me and him think a like sometimes
faaaaaa i miss him
and by him i mean BOTH of them ><"

Song of the day

AMY by Allstar Weekend
i put this up once before as song of the day
but today it on repeat
Set on this girl and I just can't show it.
I'm taking my time 'cause I don't wanna blow it,
But I can't get her out of my mind.
She looks one way and I look another.
All my friends say "Please, don't bother."
But I can't see the truth when I'm blind.

I know it's real

The older that I get,
The less that I regret,
And baby, it's 'cause of you.
Since the day we met,
You know I won't forget,
That baby, my aim is true.

Oh Amy, A-A-Amy
You've changed my life.
Oh Amy, A-A-Amy
You make everything

She smiles like a new sunrise.
Her funny laugh was so surprising,
But I can't get her off of my mind.
She lights up a room like a full moon shinin'.
I try to look cool,
But she's not buying it
'Cause girls like these are so hard to find.

I know it's real

The older that I get,
The less that I regret,
And baby, it's 'cause of you.
Since the day we met,
You know I won't forget,
That baby, my aim is true.

Oh Amy, A-A-Amy
You've changed my life.
Oh Amy, A-A-Amy
You make everything

Now I've made up my mind,
And I'll move mountains to be with you.
I'm done taking my time,
And in the end,
I always knew
(Always knew)
Always knew

The older that I get,
The less that I regret,
And baby, it's 'cause of you.
Since the day we met,
You know I won't forget,
That baby, my aim is true.

Oh Amy, A-A-Amy
You make everything alright.
Oh Amy, A-A-Amy
You've changed my life.
Amy, A-A-Amy
You make everything


Sunday, December 5, 2010


another venting moment;

i've been feeling really down today
and a bit yesterday
i dont exactly know why
maybe cause i've become really involved in A.C's new thingy
i basically spent the day talking to the pair
idk its getting me down
i've begun to think of my ex
and of HIM
and how things arent moving forward and shit
i miss my ex sometimes
when i get lonely
and i miss HIM everyday
cause i'm like in love with him
but nothing much has changed between us two since i told him
its been basically the same
i guess thats whats getting me down
i really wanna be with someone
to experience a relationship in full
not just half of it
i want the real deal
i want it so bad that the world is making sure i dont get it
i'm at the point where i'd probably say yes to anyone
even though i really dont want to
i just wanna say yes to one person
if only he would ask me
HIM i want him to finally realise it
that the time we spent not together is a waste
as we were meant to be from the start

but then i think about my ex
how whenever i hear his name
or see him sign online
or whenever his name comes up on my facebook
i cant help but miss him
and wonder if he still thinks about me too
if he still misses me like he did before
if it really is always and forever
me and him
like the first day were together

i love HIM
but why am i still hung up on my ex
i think to myself WHY??
i remember all the shit he put me through
all the bad he did
and all the pain he caused me
but then there is so much good to remember
his hugs
his lovely words
his love

i helped him believe
and he helped me trust
but in the end
we both lost
with me feeling like i lost the most
idk anymore
he was a big part of me
as you can tell
i do talk about him alot
he was my first love
i can still remember the first time he told me he loved me
i was hugging him
and as i leaned my head on his shoulders
he said "i love you"
and i was not expecting it and said thank you
the next day i went up to him
and said it for the first time
the first time i ever really meant it to anyone
and then we said it would be always and forever
how no matter what we'd be together
in each others lives
till the day we die

he treated me like i was worth it
and made me feel special
until the final days
when i guess he had enough
and ended it
i became lost
i sat in the dark
with a blade in my hand
wishing it was over
i lost the one guy i love with everything
my heart was gone
all i ever did after that was cry
and everytime i saw him i cried
everytime someone mentioned him i cried
i cried so much i couldnt keep my eyes open

it was hard
i lost an important part of myself that day
my heart
my will to love
i hung on for a while
i saw him at school until he dropped out
i hung on to some hope that he would love me again
that he would come back in my life
that we would be together again
that all of it was a mistake
that it really was always and forever
it took me a year or so to realise
that he wasnt coming back
that he was gone
that it really was over
i cried some more
i couldnt believe that someone so important to me
could leave so easily

after a while i fell in love with someone else
i couldnt believe that i could love again but i did
he helped me put together the pieces of my heart
he helped me get through missing my ex
and even today i still thank him
and LOVE him with all my heart
my repaired heart

he may not be mine like my ex was
but in some way i know he wont ever leave me
he's my bestfriend
the one i love the most out of everyone
he is my present and my future
he is what i look for in my future boyfriend and husband
he's different

as i sit here typing
i wonder who thinks of me more
my bestfriend or my ex
idk really
my ex keeps coming back in my life
by telling me things i want to hear
like he still loves me
that he always did
that i was different
that i was important

my bestfriend lets me know
that we'll be bestfriends forever
that i mean something to him
that i'm important
that he really cares about me
just not in the way i want him to
but i know there is something there
i can feel it
i can see it
everyone can
except for him

so i wait and wait
and wonder what is next
what is left for me to do
who do i actually love more
when will it all change
when will i truly be happy again
when will it be my time to be loved
the way i want to be

i wonder
am i the only one missing out
i'm i looking to hard
that i'm missing the big picture
am i there yet
at the place everyone else is

i'll never stop loving my ex
he was my first and will always matter to me
and i dont want to forget anything me and him shared

but i wait for my bestfriend to make a move
but nothing
and i sit and wonder
should i message my ex
let him know i miss him
when really i wanna message my bestfriend
and tell him how much i love him
but it would just cross the line
he made
to stop me ruinning what we already have

i dont wanna play this game anymore
i dont wanna follow the rules
i just wanna be loved
loved by him
the way my ex loved me
but more better
i wanna have what everyone else has
i want someone to share the rest of my life with
i want HIM
and since school ended i dont give a shit anymore
i'm gonna say it here
maybe people dont read this
but i wanna always remember how much i loved him
so after a whole year i'll write his name here
i love you with all my heart
and dont give a shit if people read this
i cant stand the thought that we wont be together
i cant
i'm just now waiting for you to realise it all
to know i love you with all my heart
that you have helped me move on
you helped me realise that there is hope for me
that im worthy of something
i just wish someday you'd see it too
that what we do together
how we spend our time together
how i feel for you
and how you may or maynot feel for me
is important
that it makes us what we are today
not only bestfriends
but proof that our friendship is special

i still hold on to that little hope that someday he will change his mind
that he will want to be with me
but for now i sit here
waiting for you
and typing
and venting
my feeling for you

i maybe wrong
but right now i dont care
all i know is that i love you very much
and that will never change

yes i miss my ex every now and again
but those feelings dont compare to you
how you make me feel
i love you so much
it hurts me

and now i continue to wait
and wait
and wait
for you

P.S to my readers if i have any
sorry this post is everywhere
my mind is everywhere atm
just felt like venting
and sharing my thoughts with everyone
if you dont understand i'm sorry
but thanks for reading

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Lets do a fresh update

hey guys its been a while
well lets get right into it
i've finished the HSC
i've graduated
and now i've just had my formal
and it went OFFFFFF
it was incredible
so much happened
i gave out my birthday invites for one
i got to see my man (not really just bestfriend)
in a handsome suit
hahaha he full showed it off
i got to hug him
and tell him i miss him
and i got to hear him say it back
which was a huge highlight
just to be around for a bit was amazing
i still love him so much
with my life
but school is over
and now its time to go out in the world
and see how strong our friendship really is
and to see how strong my love for him is
which brings me to my last and final point of vent
i've been sad lately cause he is being a doosh
and is afraid of committment
i began to get jealous of my friend A.C the girl
in a post i wrote back in june
i wrote about how she had feelings for this guy
and like yeah
guess what guys
he maned up
and now they are taking it slow
they kissed and everything
they had a moment
and now they really like eachother
and its been like what
less then a year ><"
i'm not mad at her
like i'm so happy for her
and if he hurts her
i'ms kill him
you heard me man, i know yoi might read this
lol joke i wouldnt do that
but i will bitch slap you
well back on topic
i'm not mad
i'm just majorly jealous
cause i have like my own guy for more than a year
and we share many of moments that are special
i guess the only difference is
that he is inncapable of liking or loving
so immature
while A.C the girls guy
really can feel that for her
its just not fair i guess i feel
not saying anything bad
just i want what she has
but i want it with the one person i love more than anyone
besides my family :)
i wish he would man up already ><"
me and him are so close
yet we cant even see the finish line of this stupid race we are running
far out
i've been talking a lot with C.P about it
cause she knows how i feel
cause she feels it for this other guy
the only difference again is that the other guy actually likes her
is it just me
and i incapable of love ><"
everyone is finding love but me
i dont want anyone else but him
and i wont be seeing him for a long time
well at least not until my birthday
far out
i miss him already
always and forever
on a happier note;
i am happy for my friend A.C the girl and her new guy who will be nameless LOL
not for long ;)
although they arent officially together
they totally deserve to be
and i am extremely happy for them
hope i find love like yours

20 days till christmas everyone
i'll be making a cover soon
everyone be safe
and i'll blog again soon

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

i miss you

how are you all
i miss you guys so much
sorry for not writing
not much has happened
i finished schoool
which is super exciting
and now i'm just bumming at home
so i might blog more

SONG OF THE DAY; Amy - Allstar Weekend
check them out

i'll write again real soon
sorry guys
much love

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Hey guys

i feel dogs for not blogging lately

i probably wont again for a while

cause i’m starting to study again for my HSC

its been a hectic few weeks

and i’m so happy

well i graduated 2 days ago

it was amazing

this whole week our year had just started getting even more closer

then we had picnic day yesterday

then today i had

- scholarship test

-Application filling out at sams warehouse


- AG’s party

it was a fun party

when i started talking to like people

i actually talked to M.D and B.R

it was wierd of me

but whatever

i also got to spend heaps of time with my man

not even my man LOL

but my lovely bestfriend

i still love him lots

i had a great time tonight

apart from the passing out of my friends

and of my jealousy of this other chick putting her hands all over HIM


Oh and i always want to remember

new name S.B (a guy) was flirting with A.C the girl

it was funny

and cute at the same time


well thats all for now

miss writing to you guys

will hopefully write soon

and make more covers


which i miss

much love people <3

wish me luck in the HSC

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Its been a long time

hey everyone,
sorry i havent been writing
and to be honest i might not write again in a while
as i am now studying and getting ready for the big exams
in the time i havent been writing
i guess i have lots to tell you guys
well the first thing i want to mention is that i got offered a traineeship by one of my teachers
i sent in a application and my resume
and then i went to an interview
which i felt went very well
but then today i got a text message saying i didnt get it
which i guess is fine
just means i'm going to college now
and i will def, need to find a job to pay for everything
i decided to also apply for the scholarship
i figured i have nothing to lose
if i get it GREAT
if i dont its no big deal
that all means i got to take a exam during open day
which is in like a couple of weeks
it should be a fine exam
i'm just worried about transport
as i dont know how to get there

what else is there to report ???
ME and HIM are going well
still bestfriends
getting better
we have moments when its not right
but we still say hi and bye
and hug and talk and such
but its different
i still love him heaps
but i gotta move on

i've also joined the formal and graduation committee
its going quite good
i graduate in a couple of weeks
and yeah it is a bit scary
for formal
i'm very excited
but like theres always been this one problem
i wanna ask him to be my so called DATE for formal
i didnt know if i should
so i thought about it ALOT
but i have come to the conclusion that i shouldnt
unless he asks me which i doubt
i will not be going to formal with the guy i love

i dont know if i ever told you how much i hate my mum
well i do
just lately its like everything is about her
which i hate
and she treats me like shit
and yeah
i've went to the counsellor
and yeah talked it through
my sister reckons i should give her a chance
but i dont think so
she hasnt given me a reason too
i just hate my mum
if she wasnt my mum
i wouldnt give a shit

i forgot to mention about this program i heard about at community service
it involves going to america and being a sort of nanny to a family for a year
which i like the thought of
but i talked it over with my dad
and we got into a huge fight
but we fixed it by the end of the day
i decided not to do it
but like at least do it later in life
like after i go college
defer for a year
and go overseas
but i made up the decision that if i should meet someone at college or whatnot
i wont go to america if it will affect it
i know its a long shot
but i like to think i will meet the right guy someday

anywyas thats all i can think of right now
sorry if i dont write in a while
studying is killing me
love you all for the support
and will hopefully write soon
with i hope a positive update
much love guys

Monday, August 23, 2010


i feel totally bad that i have been leaving you guys out

how are you all?

i’ve been getting my results back

so far i have been passing which is good

except for english which i failed :(

but whatever

i’ve been really sick lately

also another reason why i havent been writing

but i’ve been shopping sooooo much

even when i’m sick

my sister bought me a new phone

it is the BEST

i also got to hang with one of my cousins on wednesday, last week

and then some more cousins on saturday

it was GREAT

i love my cousins very much

and i’ve been hanging with the sisters and the dad a lot lately

which i always love

but with my mum

well that problem will never fix

she made me cry twice yesterday

and its like really hard for me to express

she just hurts me way to much

just one thing i can say

if she wasnt my mum, i wouldnt feel like i have to love her

thats all i’ll say

but yeah with HIM everything is great

we talk and hug like always

and it feels good to have him as a bestfriend still

i hope i have updated you enough for now

well you guys are awesome for the support


Tuesday, August 10, 2010


sorry guys for like not writing in so long
well i cant talk long but i'll fill you in on what is up
well i'm still in love with him
each and everyday gets easier
cause i have him there as my bestfriend
i hug him every time i see him
and let him know i'm still here always
it has been awesome
exams are almost over
i have 1 more left
on friday i went to AJ RAFAEL'S CONCERT
which was heaps hectic :)
i got to meet him
and his sister Jasmine
and like i got a photo and his autograph
but the photo i am still waiting to get on the site
he is such a great performer
other performers were good too
like this guy i found cute
he catches my bus
i got introed to him by my bestfriend, HIM
LOL they went to primary together
it was good
EVERYONE that performed that night were awesome
it was such a crazy and fun night
lots of screaming
and waiting in lines LOL
it was awesome the whole thing
like ended up going home like almost 2am
the next day (saturday)
went shopping with the fam bam
it was fun
me and my sister are gonna go shopping someday
cause i need new clothes LOL
i bought a harddrive for my computer
for back up
and such
and now
i'm just transfering everything onto it from the comp LOL
dont want it to waste easily :S
i also bought like books
for study
i figured out after i came home that for one of them i bought the wrong book
but i dont want to tell my rents cause they will FREAK
cause the book is non refundable and yeah
but oh well
i decided i'm just gonna buy it myself, cause my dad is giving me and my little sister money from his tax refund
which is also the reason why i am going shopping
and give the one i bought to my little sister cause she does that subject
ALSO, before i forget
i kinda had a TIFF with my big bro
i ended up crying
and like went through a night of saddness
i wrote this little note to myself; (yes i am sharing it with you all);

"i'm sensitive
i get it
sometimes i can't take a joke
so what
it's how i am
i'm born with such a short line
in which i can get angry, sad, happy in short seconds
and i can change emotions rapidly
you'd think my family knew that
if i dont get any feeling of acceptance and approval
i break down in tears
if i dont get treated properly
or if i am laughed at
or teased
or simly just made fun of or embarassed
i cry
i cant help it
it has been a problem for way too long
thats why i went to the councellor back in the days
due to me having depression
i suffered depression, stress, anxiety
in my life
and i thought i was over it
sometimes i am
lately i have been so happy
but little things now affect me in such a way
i hate it
sometimes i think
what would have been like if i did commit suicide
if i did get run over by that car
or truck
or bus
what would change
i guess i would be missed
but how much would i affect them
my family i mean
i know my siblings dont mean to treat me this way
i guess they love me
but i cant help but feel different
an outsider
i wish it was different
i wish i was different
i wish
i love my siblings very much
and my dad too
but sometimes
idk why i am treated differently
as if i wasnt born into this family
like their not my real family
maybe its because i am kinda smart
i know i am smarter than them
but is that any reason to treat me like a freak
i know i read a lot
or use big words
or write in a way that only makes sense to me
but why should that affect how my own family treats me
i'm tired of this
of me
of my life being about how i feel
i'm tired of been happy then sad
been sad then angry
then happy again
it should be like that
idk if the rest of my family knows i've suffered deep depression
from all the pressure, stress and negativity in my life
idk if they know how deeply affected i was when the love of my life broke my heart
i guess i havent been able to express myself to them
like i have been with my bestfriends, my little sister and the school councellor
i'm not like any other teenager
sure i have some of the same dramas
and sometimes i act like a little child
but i seem to suffer more
when it comes to emotions
i know others, my age suffer more than i do
in many ways
but is that any excuse for me to forget about how i feel
how i'm coping
i dont want to be judge
but i am
i dont want to be embarassed
but i am
i just want to be normal
but i'm not
i'm tired
sick of it all
sick of being a teenager
sick of being myself
sick of it ALL"

yes i was going through alot that day
but i am fine now
its just every now and again
but then i can just think
about how wonderful everything else is
how HE makes me happy
how i feel so lucky to have HIM in my life
i love him so much
he makes me smile and laugh
when i feel like crying :)
i love bestfriend very much <3

thanks everyone for sticking by me
sorry i havent been writing much
just EXAMS ><"

i miss him so much already :(
i just get so excited when i see him
or when i talk about him
and even when he calls my name
i love him with my soul
today, tomorrow and the forever after that

i'll try and write again soon

Friday, July 30, 2010

My Week

its been a good week
me and HIM talked everything out
we're all good
and are still bestfriends
and i realised i am not over him
and today i had my last multicultural day
and now i have to study hard
but today i took a day off from that
so i might not write for the next two weeks

well its the end of the month
and i promised every month to make at least one cover
and so here is this months

i dedicated it to my two bestfriends

HIM and A.P the girl

and to my little sister A.C the girl


theres like a message on the page

so check it out

and comment

love you guys

and talk to you in 2 weeks


Tuesday, July 20, 2010

190710 + 200710

yesterday i saw him in the morning

i ran to him

and we hugged

i asked how was his trip

and told him i missed him

but you know what

i feel like i didnt feel like i did before

i saw him a few times through out the day

at recess and lunch when i was with A.P the guy

and it wasnt too bad

it felt normal

i love him but idk, he’s suppose to be my bestfriend

but since the whole girl thing last term

its been weird

but idk

then at the end of the day

i was talking to M.C and was telling her how i might be over him

and she told me if i was sure

lol i decided to see how things go

cause like if he can lead a complete stranger on for like a year

what would he do if it was me

i dont wanna get hurt

i still love him

but its different now


i saw him in the morning

but we didnt hug

i got sad for a moment

but moved on from it

he actually said hi to me first

like he said my name :)


i only spoke to him a couple of times

well the only time i could remember was when i was trying to scare A.P the guy

i put my hands over his eyes

which i like do with everyone

and HE was helping me out trying to get him to guess

A.P the guy never got it


A.P the guy felt my ring

when he was trying to guess

and said it out loud

WOW a ring

and i saw HIS face light up when he saw it was the ring he gave me

i wear it all the time

i guess he was surprised i still did

well that was the most significant bit

idk it was just nice

i miss being close to him

far out

i love him


anyways on another note

i have an announcement

i may not be able to write for the next 4 weeks

cause i have to study

for my exams i have in like 2 weeks

my trial exams before the HSC

so yeah

forgive me if i dont get the chance to write

love you all


Last School Holidays

050710, Monday
-Got Gossip Girl Season 3 off A.C the girl today
was suppose to watch with sister but didnt
- Went to the local shops with little sister :)
to buy ingredients for her cupcakes
it was fun going in like every store just to look around
- walked the long way home
walked past his alley way to his street
made me think about him
Today was the day he left to go to Queensland
- Watched little sister bake cupcakes
they were called butterfly cupcakes :)
it was ordinary cupcakes with jam and cream in the middle
the top bits were shaped as a butterfly
- Started converting the GG dvds into mp4 files to put on my computer
- Watched "He's Just Not that Into You" <3
makes me laugh, cry, smile, and frown
its got everything def up there with my tops :)
- Listed Top Movies
1.A Walk To Remember
2.500 Days Of Summer; i just watched this the day before and loved it 
4.He's Just Not That Into You
5.Wizard Of OZ
6.P.S I Love You
7.Definitely, Maybe
8.Time Traveller's Wife
10.Phantom Of The Opera

060710, Tuesday
- Stayed home
i installed stuff on my comp
installed the printer to my laptop
- Watched Gossip Girl Season 2
makes me cry sometimes GRRRR
its wonderful and i love it
but makes me sad :(
some of the stories
i love CHUCK & BLAIR <3
- Started to scan pages of books but then realised i can get most of the pages

online LOL
- had a nice convo with my sisters about stuff from HIMYM and the future and so

then me and my little sister talked about future schools we want to go to
and yeah

070710, Wednesday
- Woken up by older brother
asked to go with him to drop his gf to work and just hang there till she

finishes work
- Got ready,
me, my little sister, my brother and his gf then went to pick up my older sister
from college cause she felt sick
- Stayed 3 hours at the shops where my bros gf works
my older sister complained at the beginning but then enjoyed window shopping
i stayed with my brother looking at jackets and jumpers
he then shouted us all food :)
my little sister then bought food colouring so she can bake again
i also saw D.C there LOL
we then ran to the car so we didnt have to pay for the 3 hours
cause my brother totally forgot LOL
- Spent 1 hour in the car park of a small shopping centre near by
cause my older sister didnt want to go aqua golf
spent the most of it listening to my bros and older sisters text messages being

read by a machine LOL
- Picked up brothers girlfriend from work and went home
- Downloaded some new songs by Auburn
she is awesome
i liked some of the songs
others were out of my interest range LOL
ALL THANKS TO A.C the girl
- Little Sister baked cupcakes again
vanilla and butter or something cupcakes
it had yellow icing :)
-Watched more Gossip Girl
makes my cry :(
but some bits make me happy

080710, Thursday
- Woken up by brother again
told me we were gonna go aqua golf and bowling later tonight
but i had to come drop my mum to the shops busstop
and his girlfriend to the train station
- Started watching Ellen, have already seen the episode
- Went to drop my mum at a bus stop to meet with her friend
- Went to the local shops to buy snacks
it was just like a donut each LOL
- Continued to watch Ellen
Paramore performed :)
(8) The Only Exception
- Went to drop brothers gf at the train station
- Started to watch Oprah
watched the whole epi :)
- Downloaded all the cds of GLEE <3
ever since ive been obsessed with
(8) Total Eclipse Of The Heart
(8) Poker Face
(8) Bad Romance
- Downloaded (8) My Soldier by Aj Rafael
cause i couldnt remember where i put it the first time i downloaded it
later on it found it lol
- Went to pick up little sister from her friends house
- Went to my bro's gfs work and waited for 2 hours
i got a chance to look at books at one the shops :)
- Went Aqua Golf
was suppose to go bowling as well but decided not to cause it cost too much
it was lots of fun anyways :)
its like anger management
hit the ball as hard as you can and try and get it in a hole or just aim far LOL
i did OKAY haha
- Picked up mum at her friends house
was kinda a mission though LOL
we got lost a couple of times haha
- Planned to go drive in cinema on friday w/ rents :)

090710, Friday
- Brother asked my if i was okay being home alone
i said yes
he ended up asking me to go with them
idk why LOL
- Went to pick up little sisters friend
- Dropped them at her other friends house
- WE tried to decide where to go now
decided to go ikea
- Went to krispy Kreme :)
got a donut each again lol
- went to ikea
got $1 hot dogs
2 each and a drink
then walked around ikea
half actually interested in buying
and half just playing around
it was fun
- Got stuck in traffic
- Got home to parents mad that we went out when we planned to go movies
- Decided to still go movies
i fully got lectured
told we shouldnt have went out
or at least have called
and so on
we rushed
getting food and drinks
- Picked up sister and her friend
- Rushed the to drive in place
- Parked the car
we were on time
it was still ads YAY
- Set up our seating
will be better prepared next time
- Watched Toy Story 3
THE best, i loved it
- we deciding weather to watch eclipse and letters to juliet tonight or another

but my sisters friend needed to go home
- Dropped sisters friend home
- Went home and planned next time we're going movies
we planned to go on monday
to watch eclipse and letters to juliet :)
there is movies on the other side my dad wants to watch
not sure how thats gonna work
but they said i can watch eclipse and letters to juliet
- Also told dad what to order from his friend
like what movies cause his friend sells movies :)
- Watched 500 Days Of Summer again <3
i love this movie :)
i love everyone who told me to watch it
- Editing internet stuff

100710, Saturday
- Kinda took care of older sister who was really sick
- Got ready for a party
- Went to my family friends birthday party w/ little sister
my parents already had plans
so they went to another party but said they would come back
like soon, which ended up being like after the whole party
which was kinda boring
but it was okay
i hung with my sister
we just talked a lot
i didnt really play with the baby cause she had little friends too
it was only at the end when no one was there
i played with her
i saw one of my cousins
cause they are family friends too
ate a lot
mainly the cupcakes my little sister baked for the party
we then watched avatar LOL
on a HD tv
FAAAAAA its such clear quality
i literally felt like i could go up to the screen and just touch the people
it looked that real
- Parents came and picked us up
- Went Home

110710, Sunday
- Stayed home
- Helped older brother film some of his video @ a park
- Watched Gossip Girl Season 2 and Finished :)
now i have to watch season 3

120710, Monday
- Stayed home
- Watched Oprah with little sister
ellen was on her show
talking about her life
being gay and stuff
it was alright
i still get a little creeped when talking about homosexuality
but yeah
- Watched little sister bake for my bro and his gf's 16 months
we called it sweet sixteen
- Went shops with my dad
we needed to buy all the things we needed to bring to the drive in cinema
- Bonded with fam
talking about like babies and the future and stuff
- Got ready for movies :)
- Helped pack the car with all the stuff
chairs, table, blankets, food
- Went to Cinema
- Setup food, chairs, table and my spot :)
- Watched Eclipse
it was AWESOME
i loved it
especially the big fight :)
the best
and Jackson Rathbone is SOOOO HOT
i love him
and he speaks more
and has a country accent
and jasper and Alice are so cute
i loved it loved it loved it
- Break :) eat and stretch
- Watched Letters to Juliet
good movie
very sweet
i liked it
it was really cute
- car battery died
we had to get the lady at the front foyer thing to help us
apparently it is common for this to happen
- went home @ like 1am :)
totally worth it had an awesome night :)

130710, Tuesday
- Stayed home
was gonna visit A.P the girl
but ended up not
- Downloaded lots of stuff
and i mean LOTS
1.New Moon: The Score
2.Eclipse Soundtrack
3.Eclipse: The Score
4.Colbie Caillat: Breakthrough
5.Jessica Mauboy: Been Waiting
6.A Rocket To The Moon: Summer 07
7.A Rocket To The Moon: Your Best Idea
8.A Rocket To The Moon: Greetings From...Ep
9.A Rocket To The Moon: On Your Side
10.500 Days Of Summer Soundtrack
- searched around the house for like movies
i am now keeping some in my room for close reach LOL
- Thought about cleaning my room
but end up not LOL
- Watched Dear John with my bro, little sis and bro's gf :)
good movie
shit ending though
- Started watching Gossip Girl Season 3
7 episodes
i love it
- Dad came home with new movies
1.Alice In Wonderland
2.Valentines Day
3.Book Of Eli
4.Hot Tub Time Machine
5.When In Rome
- Watched Alice In wonderland
loved it lots :)
The mad hatter is a cutie :)

140710, Wednesday
- Stayed home
- Started to read again, 'Through The Looking Glass'
- Cleaned the house
- Helped brother with a school thing
- Hung out with little sister downstairs
- Downloaded audiobook of 'Through The Looking glass'
- Started copying the movies
converting them to mp4s to put on my comp
- Watched the first season of 'How I Met Your Mother'

150710, Thursday
- Woke up @ 1:40pm but didnt get out of bed until like almost 4pm
- Craved Puto ><"
- watched tv
nothing interesting was on
- Waited for sister to come downstairs to watch a movie with me
- Watched episodes of 'How I Met Your Mother'
- Watched Valentine's Day
with my brother, his girlfriend and my little sister
it was a good movie
random but touching in a way
- Downloaded Valentine's Day Soundtrack
- Saved images of the movies i love :)
- downloaded the Sweeny Todd soundtrack
- downloaded Juno soundtrack
- downloaded Nick And Norah's Infinite Playlist Soundtrack
- downloaded Juno B-Sides album
- downloaded He's Just Not That Into You soundtrack
- downloaded P.S i love you soundtrack
THIS DAY WAS SHORT, considering the fact i woke up late
160710, Friday
- Woke up at a good time :)
- Mum made me puto, YAY
- Jammed on my guitar for a bit
- Downloaded The Time Traveler's Wife Soundtrack
- Helped bros girlfriend with some school thing
it was difficult for her
but its all good now
- Looked at stuff from tumblr with my little sister
- Watched a bit of Valentine's Day again
- Went with Bro's gf to pick up my brother
- Got shouted Maccas from bro's gf
- Watched Grease
- Folded Clothes
- Cleaned living room
for my bros friends ><"
freaking hell man
- Watched Hairspray
- Downloaded High School Musical 2 soundtrack
- Hung out with big sister for a bit
i gave her all my makeup cause i dont wear makeup
but everyone keeps giving me some for my birthday
- Watched a bit of Robot Chicken
- Left High School Musical 1,2,3 downloads overnight
- Left Hairspray Soundtrack download on over night

170710, Saturday
- Nothing, hung out with sister in my room
trying to fix her comp
- talked to A.P th girl and guy about HIM
- Started english assignment
- Watched Robot Chicken
- downloaded high school musical 1,2,3
then i went to bed
pretty boring

180710, Sunday
- Finished assignment :)
- Hung out with little sister a bit
- Watched tv
- Picked up sister from work

this whole two weeks i just kept thinking
how much i hardly missed him
some moments he didnt even enter my mind
and when he did it wasnt great like it always was
he should be back now from his trip
but idk
i know i miss him cause like he's my bestfriend
but idk
my feelings seemed to fade a bit
idk if i love him anymore
but i know when i see him the feelings will come back
just now
like thinking about him
i feel nothing
like nothing special
also this whole two weeks i have been extremely addicted to going on tumblr
for the quotes and such
idk why LOL
the photos are great and the love quotes :)
i should study
but i choose not to

Tuesday, July 6, 2010


Norah: Are you sad that we missed it?
Nick: We didn’t miss it. This is it.

Norah: There's this part of Judaism that I like. Tikun Olam. It said that the world's been broken into pieces and it's everybody's job to find them and put them back together again.
Nick: Well maybe we're the pieces, you know? Maybe we're not supposed to find the pieces. Maybe we are the pieces.

Drunk Guy: I love you so much it’s retarded.

Norah: Hi. I know this is gonna sound weird since I’m a stranger, but would you be my boyfriend for five minutes?
Nick: What?
Norah: Okay, just be cool. Just be cool. Just please, go with it okay?

Dev: This is our first night with our new name. We are The Jerk Offs.
Thom: And we finally found a drummer!
Nick: You found a drummer? Who?
Nick: That’s a children’s toy. Who’s gonna operate that thing?
Thom: You!
Nick: Okay. Thanks for coming by, guys.

Norah: He makes the best mixes in the world. Look at this cover art! Tris does not know what she gave up.
Norah: “Road to Closure: Volume 12”? Poor bastard.
Caroline: You are so in love with this guy it’s ridiculous.
Norah: Okay, I have never met him. I have no idea who he is. I’m just gonna put this in my iPod.

Nick: Hey Tris, it’s Nick. How are you? It’s about 3 in the afternoon. I think you’re probably still at school. I stayed home today. I took a personal day. I wanted to finish up some creative projects and stuff that I’ve been working on around here. Nothing to do with you or anything… So I’m sorry, real sorry I missed you. I was hoping to get you on the phone. Haven’t talked to you in awhile, and I just kind of wanted to speak to you at some point. You know, last time I think we spoke we both said some really nasty things that neither of us meant. You know like, when you broke up with me and everything, on my b-day.

-Nick And Norah's Infinate Playlist
No. No, you can’t… STOP. Please don’t go away. Please? No one’s ever stuck with me for so long before. And if you leave… if you leave… I just, I remember things better with you. I do, look. P. Sherman, forty-two… forty-two… I remember it, I do. It’s there, I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it. And-and I look at you, and I… and I’m home. Please… I don’t want that to go away. I don’t want to forget.

—     Dory, Finding Nemo

Marlin: I promised I'd never let anything happen to him.
Dory: Hmm. That's a funny thing to promise.
Marlin: What?
Dory: Well, you can't never let anything happen to him. Then nothing would ever happen to him.

No, I’m the one who should be sorry. I was so ready to get out, so ready to taste that ocean, I was willing to put you in harm’s way to get there. Nothing should be worth that.

—     Gill, Finding Nemo

I am a nice shark, not a mindless eating machine. If I am to change this image, I must first change myself. Fish are friends, not food.

—     Bruce, Finding Nemo

This is the ocean, silly, we’re not the only two in here.

—     Dory, Finding Nemo

-Finding Nemo
There were times when we would look at each other… I could hardly breathe.

—     Maria, The Sound Of Music

There’s nothing more irresistible to a man than a woman who’s in love with him.

—     The Baroness, The Sound Of Music

These walls were not meant to shut out problems. You have to face them. You have to live the life you were born to live.

—     Mother Abbess, The Sound Of Music

-The Sound Of Music
Lucius: Honey?
Honey: What?
Lucius: Where's my super suit?
Honey: What?
Lucius: Where - is - my - super - suit?
Honey: I, uh, put it away.
Lucius: Where?
Honey: Why do you need to know?
Lucius: I need it!
Honey: Uh-uh! Don't you think about running off doing no derrin'-do. We've been planning this dinner for two months!
Lucius: The public is in danger!
Honey: My evening's in danger!
Lucius: You tell me where my suit is, woman! We are talking about the greater good!
Honey: 'Greater good?' I am your wife! I'm the greatest good you are ever gonna get!

-The Incredibles
Dad, I can’t believe you smoked, and drank, and was such a slut. But I still love you.

—     Maya Hayes, Definitely, Maybe

Will Hayes: Will you... um... marry me?
April: No. What do you mean, 'Will you, um, marry me?' I haven't seen you in weeks! You don't look happy or excited about the prospect of our marriage! You're asking me to give up my - my freedom, my joie de vivre for an institution that fails as often as it succeeds? And why should I marry you anyway? I mean, why do you wanna marry me? Besides some bourgeois desire to fulfill an ideal that society embeds in us from an early age to promote a consumer capitalist agenda?
Will Hayes: Oh! Oh, my God.
April: You should've got on your knee.
Will Hayes: Just shut up! Here - I wanna marry you because you're the first person I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning, and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw these hands, I couldn't imagine not being able to hold them. But mainly, when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do. So, will you, um, marry me?
April: Definitely. Maybe.

Poor April. Just like the character in the story. Who’s always been the friend then she realized she doesn’t just want to be the friend she wants to be the girlfriend. Except it’s too late.

—     Maya Hayes, Definitely, Maybe

Maya Hayes: What's the boy word for slut'?
Will Hayes: They still haven't come up with one yet. But I'm sure they're working on it.

-Definitely, Maybe


Scarlett: You didn’t have to come after me again.
Mike: Yes I did, because I love you. You’re the best decision I ever made, I just forgot. And then I fell of a bridge and things got weird after that. But I’m never going to forget again. I know I’ve been in a bad mood for the last 20 years, but if you let me I swear I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you. I thought I wanted a second chance at life, but know I know I want a second chance with you.

Mike: Scarlet, before you go through this, I want to remind you of September 7th, 1988. It was the first time that I saw you. You were reading Less Than Zero, and you were wearing a Guns ‘n’ Roses t-shirt. I’d never seen anything so perfect. I remember thinking that I had to have you or I’d die… then you whispered that you loved me at the homecoming dance, and I felt so peaceful and safe because I knew that no matter what happened, from that day on, nothing can ever be that bad… because I had you. And then I grew up and I lost my way. And I blamed you for my failures. And I know that you think you have to do this today but I don’t want you to. But I guess… if I love you, I should let you move on.

Maggie: You’re so sweet.

When you’re young everything feels like the end of the world. But it’s not, it’s just the beginning.
—     Mike O’ Donnell, 17 Again

Mike: If you girls don’t respect yourselves, then how do you expect anyone else to respect you?
Samantha: Don’t respect me!
Lauren: No, don’t respect me!
Jaime: You don’t even have to remember my name.
Lauren: Wow, that’s slutty.
Samantha: First of all, you slut.
Mike: This is some other Dad’s problem

Scarlett: Mark, that’s super inappropriate.

Scarlett: Wow. You look just like my husband.

Mike: You know Stan, I feel sorry for you.
Stan: You don’t know me.
Mike: Oh, but I do. All too well. You’re the man. Captain of the basketball team. Dates the pretty girls. High school is your kingdom. But people, Stan’s a bully. Why? It’d be way to easy to say Stan preys on the weak simply because he’s a dick. Stan here, is much more complex than that. See according to leading psychiatrists, Stan’s a bully for one of three reasons: 1. Underneath all the male bravado there’s an insecure little girl banging on the closet door trying to get out. 2. Like a caveman, Stan’s brain is underdeveloped. Therefore Stan is unable to use self-control and so he acts out aggressively. And the 3rd reason, Stan has a small wiener.

Maggie: Why is the new kid waving at me?
Samantha: I don’t know. But if that boy were an apple he’d be a Delicious.

Ned: What’s this you’re wearing?
Mike: This is cool. This is hip. I have a picture of Kevin Federline wearing the same thing.
Ned: I don’t know who that is.
Mike: What are you wearing? I told you, like a dad!
Ned: I am.
Mike: You look like Clay Aiken.
Ned: Leave him out of this.

Mike: You’re my future.

-17 Again
Rachel: I missed you.
Peter: You know, I actually wanted to tell you that I’ve been thinking so much about…

He turned down a blow job from his ex-girlfriend… mid-blowjob. You know how hard that is for a man? It’s called blue balls. He’s like Gandhi! But better - he likes puppets!

—     Dwayne, Forgetting Sarah Marshall

How you served five years under her, I don’t know. You deserve a medal, or a holiday or at least a cuddle from somebody. I would rather have my testicles spread out like a wafer and then have them covered in a layer of honey and then have wasps come and sting me and then have them covered in another layer of vinegar and then have it worn as a swimming cap by a Nazi. I’d rather have that than spend another second with her.

Matthew: I have a question for you real quick Mr. S.  I was actually meaning to ask, what did you exactly think of my demo? Did you get it? Did you get it?
Aldous Snow: Oh, no. I was gonna listen to that, but then, um, I just carried on living my life.
Matthew: Not at all?
Aldouw Snow: No. I didn’t because, you know I go on my instincts and they weren’t good.
Matthew: You know what, dude? Fuck you, okay? You can go fuck yourself.
Matthew: I can’t yell right now because I’ll get fired. My boss will hear me, and then I won’t be able to to pay off my student loans.
Matthew: But you know what? You’re an asshole. I fucking hate you.
Matthew: I bought all your records. This whole fucking time I’ve been trying to get you to come hang out with me.
Matthew: I’m gonna have people fuck with your food the rest of your trip, you fucking dick!
Aldous Snow: I like him. That was quite moving.

Brian: Hey! I’m in Hawaii too. Aloha bitches!
Brian: (starts chanting in Native American)
Peter: They’re not Native Americans Brian.
Brian: What are you doing?
Liz: The luau.
Peter: It’s called the hula!
Liz: Luau.
Brian: The luau, the luau, luau…

Kemo: When life gives you lemons, just say ‘Fuck the lemons,’ and bail.

-Forgetting Sarah Marshall
The Other Mother: In each of three wonders I made just for you, a ghost eye is lost in plain sight.

Coraline: You are not my mother.
The Other Mother: Apologize at once Coraline.
Coraline: No!
The Other Mother: I’ll give you to the count of three.
The Other Mother: 1… 2… 3!

The Other Mother: You’re just in time for supper, dear.
Coraline: You’re not my mother.

Coraline: A little me? That’s weird.

Viola: Oh, right. AGGHHH! Oh, for the love of God! It buuuurrns

Girls with asses like mine, do not talk to guys with faces like yours.
—     Olivia, She’s The Man

Monique: Ew, it’s you.
Monique: God, you and your brother look scary alike from the back. Maybe it’s your total lack of curves.
Viola: Hi, Monique. It’s so good to see you too!
Monique: I’m looking for Sebastian. Where is he?
Viola: I don’t know.
Monique: Just remind your brother how lucky he is to be in my life. And tell him to give me a call if he wants to stay in it. Okay?
Viola: Okay. Does he have your number? 1-800-BEYOTCH.

Justin: I never said that.
Viola: What are you talking about? WHY ARE YOU LYING?
Justin: Well, end of discussion.
Viola: Fine. End of relationship.

-She's The Man


Jane: That day I woke up and put on my 28th dress. I went to a wedding where no one asked me to hold a bouquet, fold a place card, or hold their dress while they peed. Everything was perfect and I didn’t care because right then, the only thing that mattered was the person waiting for me at the end of the aisle. And he was looking at me the way I’d always hoped.

Jane: I’ve been waiting my whole life for the right guy to come along and then you showed up. And you are nothing like the man I imagined. You’re cynical, and cranky, and impossible. But the truth is, fighting with you is the best thing that’s ever happened to me. And I think there’s a very good chance that I’m falling in love with you.

Jane: You tell him the truth, or I will.
Tess: No you won’t. You wouldn’t hurt a fly. And you definitely wouldn’t hurt me. I’m your sister.
Jane: That was yesterday. Today you’re just some bitch who broke my heart and cut up my mother’s wedding dress.

Jane: I just want you to know I never do this.
Kevin: Oh, I know.
Jane: No, really. Never. I never do this.
Kevin: Really, I know. Last night you kept saying it, over and over again. “I never do this. I never do this. I never do this. I never do this."

Jane: There’s gotta be one thing about weddings that you like.
Kevin: Alright, so when the bride comes in and she makes her, giant grand entrance — I like to glance back at the poor bastard getting married. Cause even though I think he’s an idiot for willingly entering into the last legal form of slavery he always looks really, really happy. What the hell are you looking at me like that for?
Jane: Are you shitting me right now? That’s my favorite part. Oh my God, we have something in common.

Kevin: How about a new date book or maybe just a date?
Jane: Uh, yeah sure. Let me pencil you in. Except you already did! Every Saturday for the rest of the year. You know what? Can you please find someone else to be creepy with?
Kevin. Nope. Anytime you wanna hang out with somebody who doesn’t need you to take them to a fitting or a cake-tasting or a cord mojito and burrito rehearsal dinner, just give me a call.


Casey: Which one do you want, the brunette or the blonde? I kinda want the blonde. I’m not gonna lie.
Jane: Can’t you keep it in your pants for one wedding?
Casey: Are you kidding? The only reason to wear this monstrous dress is so some drunken groomsman can rip it to shreds with his teeth.

Jane: That was the moment. That’s when I fell in love with weddings. I knew that I had helped someone on the most important day of their life. And I couldn’t wait for my own special day.

-27 Dresses
Jamie: Why are you back here?
Chris: Because I want to take you on a date. And I don’t care if it’s in the the day or at night as long as it’s a real date. And I want to tell you how beautiful I think you are, inside and out. And I want to have babies with you and I want to marry you and I love you. Jamie, I always have.

Jamie: I got you a little something right here. Okay, I know it’s a little dorky but I had to do it. So look at it. Will you put on for me? Please, please?
Chris: It’s a little snug.
Jamie: Oh my God, isn’t that so cute? “Shakes come and go, but friends are furrr-ever!”

-Just Friends
Allie: Do you think that our love can create miracles?
Noah: Yes, I do. That’s what brings you back to me each time.
Allie: Do you think our love, can take us away together?
Noah: I think our love can do anything we want it to.
Allie: I love you.
Noah: I love you, Allie.
Allie: Goodnight.
Noah: Goodnight. I’ll be seeing you.

Duke: And they lived happily ever after.
Allie: Who? Who did? Oh yes, of course. I remember now. It was us.
Duke: Oh, my darling.
Allie: Oh my sweetheart.
Duke: I love you so much.

Anne: I hope you make the right choice.

Allie: Why didn’t you write me? Why? It wasn’t over for me. I waited for you for seven years. And now it’s too late.
Noah: I wrote you letters. I wrote you every day for a year.
Allie: You wrote me?
Noah: Yes. It wasn’t over. It still isn’t over.

Duke: After that night, Allie and Noah spent every waking hour together. And soon they were inseparable.

Noah: And when I see something that I like, I gotta… I love it. I go crazy for it.
Allie: What are you talking about it?
Noah: Well, you.

Noah: I’m gonna ask you one more time, will you or will you not go out with me? I think my hand’s slipping.
Allie: Okay, okay. Fine I’ll go out with you
Noah: No, don’t do me any favors.
Allie: No, no I want to.
Noah: Say it.
Allie: I wanna go out with you.
Noah: Say it again.
Noah: All right, all right we’ll go out.

-The Notebook

Happy: You son of a bitch ball. Why didn’t you just go home? THAT’S YOUR HOME! ARE YOU TOO GOOD FOR YOUR HOME? ANSWER ME! SUCK MY WHITE ASS, BALL

-Happy Gilmore


lol sorry


Kat: A Fender Strat? Is this for me?
Patrick: Yeah. I thought you could use it. You know, when you start your band. Besides, I had some extra cash, you know. Some asshole paid me to take out a really great girl.
Kat: Is that right?
Patrick: Yeah, but I screwed up. I fell for her.
Kat: Really?
Patrick: It’s not every day you find a girl who’ll flash someone to get you out of detention.
Kat: You can’t just buy me a guitar every time you screw up, you know.
Patrick: Yeah, I know. But then, you know, there’s always drums and bass and maybe even one day a tambourine

Kat: I hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick. It even makes me rhyme. I hate it… I hate the way you’re always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh; Even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around. And the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you; Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Bianca: Are you okay?
Cameron: Never been better.

Kat:  Tell me something true.
Patrick: Something true? I hate peas.
Kat: No. Something real. Something no one else knows.
Patrick: Okay. You’re sweet. And sexy. And completely hot for me.
Kat: You’re amazingly self-assured. Has anyone ever told you that?
Patrick: I tell myself that every day, actually

Cameron: You know, just because you’re beautiful, doesn’t mean you can treat people like they don’t matter. I mean, I really like you. Okay? I defended you when people called you conceited. I helped you when you asked me to. I learned French for you! And then you just blow me off…

Patrick: You’re not afraid of me, are you?
Kat: Afraid of you? Why would I be afraid of you?
Patrick: Well, most people are.
Kat: Well, I’m not.
Patrick: Well, maybe you’re not afraid of me. But I’m sure you’ve thought about me naked, huh?
Kat: Am I that transparent? I want you, I need you. Oh baby, oh baby.

Walter: What are the house rules? #1: No dating till you graduate. #2: No dating till you graduate. That’s it.
Bianca: Daddy, that’s so unfair.
Walter: Alright. You wanna know what’s unfair? This morning I delivered a set of twins to a 15 year old girl. Do you know what she said to me?
Bianca: I’m a crack-whore who should have made my sleazy boyfriend wear a condom?
Walter: Close. But no. She said, “I should have listened to my father.”
Bianca: She did not.
Walter: Well, that’s what she would’ve said if she wasn’t so doped up

Cameron: What group is she in?
Michael: The “don’t even think about it” group. That’s Bianca Stratford. A sophomore.
Cameron: I burn! I pine! I perish!
Michael: Of course you do. You know, she’s beautiful and deep. Pure.
Bianca: Yup, see, there’s a difference between “like” and “love”. Because I like my Sketchers, but I love my Prada backpack.
Chastity: But I love my Sketchers.
Bianca: That’s because you don’t have a Prada backpack.
Chastity: Ohhh!

-Ten Things I Hate About You
Witch: This is no ordinary apple. It’s a magic wishing apple. One bite and all your dreams will come true. Now, make a wish and take a bite! There must be something your little heart desires. Perhaps there’s someone you love. Now, take the apple and make a wish.
Snow White: I wish… I wish… — And that he will carry me away to his castle and where we will live happily ever after.

Someday my prince will come
Someday we’ll meet again
And away to his castle we’ll go
To be happy forever I know

Someday when spring is here
We’ll find our love anew
And the birds will sing
And wedding bells will ring
Someday when my dreams come true

Snow White: Now don’t tell me who you are. Let me guess. Well, you’re Doc!
Doc: Why, why, why yes. Yes! That’s true.
Snow White: And you’re, you’re Bashful.
Bashful: Oh, gosh!
Snow White: And you’re sleepy!
Sleepy: How’d you guess?
Snow White: And you’re Sneezy! And you must be —
Happy: Happy, ma’am. That’s me. And this is Dopey. He don’t talk none.
Snow White: You mean he can’t talk?
Happy: He don’t know! He never tried.
Snow White: That’s too bad! Oh! You must be Grumpy!

“Heigh-ho, heigh-ho. It’s home from work we go.”

Prince Charming: “Now that I’ve found you, hear what I have to say! One song, I have but one song. One song, only for you. One heart tenderly beating, ever entreating, constant and true. One love that has possessed me. One love, thrilling me through. One song, my heart keeps singing of one love only for you.”

Snow White: Want to know a secret? Promise not to tell? We are standing by a wishing well! “Make a wish into the well, that’s all you have to do. And if you hear it echoing, your wish will soon come true. I’m wishing, I’m wishing. For the one I love to find me, to find me today, today. I’m hoping, I’m hoping and I’m dreaming of the nice things, the nice things, he’ll say, he’ll say. I’m wishing, I’m wishing for the one I love to find me, to find me today.”
Prince Charming: Today!

-Snow White And The Seven Dwarfs
Granddaughter: You could have gone up there. You still could go.
Kim: No, sweetheart. I’m an old woman now. I would rather want him remember me the way as I was.
Grandaughter: How do you know he’s still alive.
Kim: I don’t know. Not for sure. But I believe he is. You see before he came down here, it never snowed. And afterwards, it did. If he weren’t up there now, I don’t think it would be snowing. Sometimes you can still catch me dancing in it

Edward: Goodbye.
Kim: I love you.

TV Host: How about it? Is there some special lady in your life?

Peg: Hello. Why are you hiding back there? You don’t have to hide from me. I’m Peg Boggs. I’m your local Avon representative and I’m as harmless as cherry pie. Oh my! I can see that I’ve disturbed you. How stupid of me! I’ll just be going now.
Edward: Don’t go.
Peg: What happened to you?
Edward: I’m not finished.

-Edward Scissorhands
Flight Attendant: We all know where this is going. Fucking teenagers

Jake: I wish I didn’t make that bet, that’s not the guy I want to be. If I could just turn back the clock then Janey would still be with me.
Janey: Tell me, Mom, what should I do? I love this boy but he has been untrue.
Jake: I’ll do my best to make things right.
Janey: I wish we could resolve this fight.
Jake: It could happen
Janey: It could happen
Jake and Janey: At the prom tonight!
Mitch: I’m getting pussy no matter what.
Bruce: Even if it with dirty slut.
Ox: True love is what I want the most.
Chef: I just jerked off in your French toast!
Christina: So what if we have the same mother. Tonight I’m going to fuck my brother.
Priscilla: In a few hours I’ll be queen of the prom.
Mr. Briggs: I’ve been an alcoholic since my first tour in Nam.
Austin: I asked Janey to the prom and she doesn’t know why.
Malik: I’m only in the song because I’m a black guy!
Janey: I have no money I have to make my own dress.
Areola: Look at me, my breasts are perky, yes.
Jake: I’m gonna win her back no matter what it takes.
Janey: Here I go, I’m gonna forget about Jake.
Prom tonight! Prom tonight! Prom tonight! It’s gonna happen, gonna happen… at the prom tonight!

Jake: Who’s that?
Janey: It’s my mother.
Jake: You have her eyes.
Janey: She died when I was 6. I remember it like it was yesterday. Christmas, 1989. Dad had been fired from the zipper factory. Mom was pulling in tricks to make ends meet. Daniel Day-Lewis won an Oscar for My Left Foot.  And all I wanted was a little Betsy Wetsy doll.
Jake: I remember those. Push her belly, she’d piss all over herseIf.
Janey: She said she was going out to get my dad a bottle of gin but I knew she was going to get me that present. It was raining really hard that night …and the roads were slippery.
Jake: Oh, God, Janey. A car accident.
Janey: No. Cancer.

Catherine: It might seem crazy, but you’ll have to trust me. That’s it. I did it. I’m a miracle-worker.

Sandy Sue: I’m Sandy Sue. It is simpIy swell to meet all of you.
Priscilla: Peachy. You brought a routine?
Sandy Sue: Oh, you bet ya. Give me an H. Give me a U. Give me a giant pussy licking, ass-fucker cock shit! I’m sorry. That was my Tourette’s.

-Not Another Teen Movie
Juno: As boyfriends go, Paulie Bleeker is totally boss. He is the cheese to my macaroni. I know people are supposed to fall in love before they reproduce, but normalcy’s not really our style.

Anyone Else But You by Michael Cera and Ellen Page
You’re part time lover and a full time friend,
The monkey on the back is the latest trend,
Don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

Here is a church and here is a steeple,
We sure are cute for two ugly people,
Don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage,
I want more fans, you want more stage,
Don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

I’m always tryin to keep it real,
Now I’m in love with how you feel,
I don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train,
I kiss you all starry eyed,
My body swings from side to side,
I don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

The pebbles forgive me,
The trees forgive me,
So why can’t,
You forgive me?
I don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
I don’t see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you.

Juno: And then, out of nowhere, there it was… There he was.

Juno: Also, I think I’m in love with you.
Bleeker: What, you mean as friends?
Juno: No, for real. I think you are the coolest person I’ve ever met. And you don’t even have to try.
Bleeker: I try really hard, actually…
Juno: No, you’re naturally smart. You always think of the funniest things to do. Remember when you passed me that postcard during Spanish class, and it was addressed like, “Junebug MacGuff, Row 4, Third Seat From the Blackboard”? And it said, “I’m having fun in Barcelona — wish you were here”? That was hilarious.
Bleeker: I was just bored. I only think school is awesome like, 80% of the time.
Juno: Plus, you’re the only person who doesn’t stare at my stomach all the fucking time. You actually look at my face. And every time I look at you, the baby starts kicking me super hard.
Bleeker: It does? Wizard!
Juno: I think it’s because my heart starts pounding when I see you.
Bleeker: Mine too.
Juno: Basically, I’m completely smitten with you, and I don’t care if I’m making an ass out of myself right now, because you’ve seen me make an ass out of myself a million times, and you still want to be my friend.

Juno: Dad, it’s not about that. I just need to know that it’s possible for two people to stay happy together forever. Or at least for a few years.
Mac: It’s not easy, that’s for sure. Now, I may not have the best track record in the world, but I have been with your stepmother for ten years now, and I’m proud to say that we’re very happy. In my opinion, the best thing you can do is to find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think that the sun shines out your ass. That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with.

Juno: I’m not mad. I’m in a fucking great mood. Despite the fact that I’m trapped in a fat suit I can’t take off, despite the fact that everyone is making fun of me behind my back, despite the fact that your little girlfriend gave me the stinkeye in art class yesterday…
Bleeker: Katrina’s not my girlfriend! And I doubt she was actually giving you the stinkeye. She just looks like that all the time.
Juno: Whatever. Have fun at the prom with Soupy Sales. I’m sure I can think of something way more cool to do that night. Like I could pumice my feet, or go to Bren’s dumb Unitarian church, or get hit by a ten-ton truck full of hot garbage juice. All those things would be exponentially cooler than going to the prom with you.

Vanessa: Um… Juno, can I — Can I touch it?
Juno: Are you kidding? Everyone at school is always grabbing at my belly. I’m like a legend. They call me the Cautionary Whale.
Vanessa: I can’t feel anything. It’s not moving for me.
Juno: Oh, you should try talking to it. They can apparently hear speech in there, even though it sounds all ten thousands leagues under the sea.
Vanessa: Hi. Hi, baby. It’s me. My name is Vanessa. I can’t wait to meet you. Can you hear me sweet angel? Oh my God — It moved! I felt it!  Wow! It’s magical.

Juno: Yeah, there’s that pink plus sign again. God, it’s unholy.
Rollo: That ain’t no Etch-a-Sketch. This is one doodle that can’t be undid, homeskillet.

Juno: It started with a chair

Glinda: Close your eyes, and tap your heels together three times. And think to yourself, “There’s no place like home, there’s no place like home, there’s no place like home.”

Oz: Pay no attention to that man behind the curtain!

Witch: Ohhh you cursed brat! Look what you’ve done! I’m melting!  Melting! Oh what a world, what a world! Who would have thought a good little girl like you could destroy my beautiful wickedness!? Ohhh! Look out!  Look out! I’m going.

Dorothy: What are you going to do with my dog? Give him back to me!
Witch: All in good time, my little pretty. All in good time.
Dorothy: Oh, please give me back my dog!
Witch: Certainly, certainly. When you give me those slippers.

Dorothy: There’s Emerald City! Oh, we’re almost there at last! It’s beautiful, isn’t it? Just like I knew it would be. He really must be a wonderful Wizard to live in a City like that!

Dorothy: Shame on you!
Lion: What did you do that for? I didn’t bite him.
Dorothy: No, but you tried to. It’s bad enough picking on a straw man, but when you go around picking on poor little dogs.
Lion: Well, you didn’t have to go and hit me, did you? Is my nose bleeding?
Dorothy: Well, of course not.  My goodness, what a fuss you’re making.  Well, naturally, when you go around picking on things weaker than you are. Why, you’re nothing but a great big coward!
Lion: You’re right. I am a coward.

Tin Man: When a man’s an empty kettle, he should be on his mettle. And yet I’m torn apart. Just because I’m presumin’ that I could be kind-a human, if I only had a heart.

Scarecrow: I can’t make up my mind. I haven’t got a brain — only straw.
Dorothy: How can you talk if you haven’t got a brain?
Scarecrow: I don’t know.  But some people without brains do an awful lot of talking, don’t they?
Dorothy: Yes, I guess you’re right.

“Follow the yellow brick road! You’re off to see the Wizard, The Wonderful Wizard of Oz. You’ll find he is a whiz of a Wiz if ever a Wiz there was. If ever oh ever a Wiz there was The Wizard of Oz is one because, because, because, because, because, because, because of the wonderful things he does!”

Witch: So it was you, was it? You killed her didn’t you?
Dorothy: No! No! It was an accident! I didn’t mean to kill anybody! Really I didn’t!
Witch: Didn’t mean it, eh? Accident, eh? Well, my little pretty, I can cause accidents, too and this is how I do it!
Glinda: Aren’t you forgetting the ruby slippers?
Witch: The slippers, yes the slippers! They’re gone! The ruby slippers!  What have you done with them? Give them back to me, or I’ll —
Glinda: Too late! There they are, and there they’ll stay!

“We welcome you to Munchkinland.”

Dorothy: Toto, I have a feeling we’re not in Kansas anymore.

-Wizard Of Oz


Sometimes it's better to know nothing than be shattered by everything.

shereallylovesyou reblogged fckitsann:
You know you can call me day or night, and even if you wake me up to tell me something you think is dumb, I really do care... and hearing your voice is the best way to wake up.

shereallylovesyou reblogged dorirawrna:
Bella: Mom I dont wanna go
Renee: Too bad. Suck it up
Bella: Ok
*On a plane*
Bella: WEE
Charlie: Yo wasap
Bella: Hi
*goes to school*
Bella: Hey look a hot guy
Edward: She smells funny
Bella: I think he thinks I smell funny
Bella: No one likes me
Eric: Hey. Your Hot
Bella: No one loves me
Mike: Hey. I love you
Edward: Hi I am edward. I watch you while you sleep
Bella: ...Ok weird
Bella: OMFG!!! VEHICLE!!!!
Edward: *pushy*
Bella: ohmygod. You saved me
Edward: No I didn’t
Bella: Yeah you did
Edward: No I didn’t
Bella: Yeah you did!
Bella: HI JACOB!
Jacob: Yo. Edward is a vampire man. Stay away. He sucks blood
Bella: Really?
Jacob: Yeah. Your hot
*does research*
Edward: Durr
Bella: I love you
Edward: I love you too. Look I sparkle
Bella: Walky walky walky walky OMFG THERE ARE PEOPLE FOLLOWING ME!
Edward: Get into my car I can do freaky things!
Bella: Wee!
Edward: Lets eat
Bella: Your weird
Edward: I can read minds.
Bella: Your weird
Edward: I don’t eat
Bella: Your weird
Edward: Do you like Baseball?
Bella: No
Edward: Let’s play
Edward: This is my family. We like baseball
Jasper: I have no emotions
Rosalie: I am a bitch. Grr
Emmit: I am strong.
Carlisle: I is a doctor. I have seen you before you freak
Esme: I love you
Laurant: I is black
James: i am hungry. I wanna eat Bella
*breaks Bella’s Leg*
Bella: Owwie!
*Kills James*
Bella: Woo
Edward: I love you
Bella: I love you

“They say loving you is my biggest mistake, but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right? If i ever made a mistake, its not that I love you, but it’s thinking that someday you’ll love me too.”

Life is all about finding out who you really are. First of all, know that you’re not alone. I don’t think there’s a person on this planet who has not, at one point or another, worn a mask to protect who they really are from a potentially difficult experience. The pressure of believing you’re the only one with this problem is half of what makes it seem so impossible to fix. The second step is figuring out what you’re so afraid of by revealing who you really are. It isn’t that you’re wearing a mask all the time, its that you’re putting it on in attempt to keep your therapist out. What you need to understand is that by letting that person in, they can get to the core of whatever else is bothering you. Just be straight up. Its hard, but once you break through that wall, the pressure you feel inside will lift, and you’ll probably cry out every single one of those tears ‘til all you can do is laugh to make up for it. That’s when you know you’ve done it. Be real, because a mask only fools people on the outside. Pretending to be someone you’re not takes a toll on the real you, and the real you is more important than anyone else.
? Alex Gaskarth

raindropsonredroses reblogged kytak12:
The Tumblr Dictionary:
Hng = Horny Net Geek, a mating call
Unf = Universal Noise of Fucking, a second mating call
DYING = Humor so great it could be lethal
WANT = Must be in one’s possession now
THIS = Close attention must be paid to post
lolwut = Humorous, but confusing
Harry Potter = the greatest creation ever
Twilight = unacceptable (unless in a comical fashion)
Memes = main form of pop culture hilarity
FFFFUUUU = forms of rage expressed in cartoon form



theres also a lot of photos i found

but trust me THERE IS ALOT

so i wont put them up lol

well i might eventually

like some here and there but whatever

i am currently going through tumblr again

ummms i’ll put more stuff up later



There’s a difference between letting go and pretending you’ve forgotten.

4640.) I can't tell you the moment I fell in love with you but I can tell you that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I would follow you anywhere and I just hope you feel the same.

4639.) I'm afraid of losing you, and I don't even have you.

“Earth and sky, woods and fields, lakes and rivers, the mountain and the sea, are excellent schoolmasters, and teach some of us more than we can ever learn from books.”
—     John Lubbock

“Once in a lifetime you meet a person who takes your breath away, not because you want them to but because they’re meant to.”

“For Attractive lips, speak words of kindness, For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people, For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry, For Beautiful hair, let a child run their fingers through it once a day, For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself and the other for helping others.”
—     Audrey Hepburn

“Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the person who will be your bestfriend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile, you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. And most of all, wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.”

shereallylovesyou reblogged fckitsann:
Rebellion. Sometimes you have to break the rules. Sneak out, yell, scream, maybe punch a few walls. Following orders all the time will make you way too robotic. You’re human. You deserve to do what you want. Break out of the cage people try to trap you in and go be free. At least one point in your life, you should use this way of thinking: Do shit, regret it later.

There are two kinds of people in this world: those who play hopscotch and sing in the shower and those that lie alone at night with tears in their eyes.

“The only people that could hurt you are the ones whom you love, because if it wasn’t love, you probably wouldn’t care either.”

3820.) Everytime I see you, my heart stutters, my mind shuts down, my stomach turns into butterflies, and I realize how much I love you.
3820.) Everytime I see you, my heart stutters, my mind shuts down, my stomach turns into butterflies, and I realize how much I love you.

shereallylovesyou reblogged -withoutwords:
A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy. It's always nice to know that someone's afraid to lose you.

Saying sorry doesn't mean anything. It's how you treat the person after it.

“At the end of the day, there are some things you just can’t help but talk about. Some things we just don’t want to hear, and some things we say cause we can’t be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they’re what you do. Some things you say cause there’s no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.”
—     Grey’s Anatomy

“I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want… a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love and be loved.”

“No one deserves to be treated that way. So even if you love him with your entire heart, with every fibre of your being, with so much passion that it hurts to think about it, you need to forget what you want and remember what you deserve.”

“Sometimes, all you can do is not think. Not wonder. Not obssess. Not imagine. Just breathe. Breathe in. Breathe out. Everything works out in the end. And the more you worry about it, the longer it’s going to take for things to end perfectly. Just the way they should.”