Saturday, June 12, 2010

My saturday just got KILLED

well as i said before
i was like really looking forward to seeing HIM today
but like i go on my facebook
and i got a message from him
telling me he cant make it
and like how he is sorry
i understand he had to go to his aunties
but i am still sad
that i didnt get to see him
i was really looking forward to just hanging with him
and yeah
now my saturday is MURDERED
i love him very much
and miss him even more now ><"


even when i'm a sleep
i know i still love him
i dream about him every night
and i think about him everyday
just literally a minute after being with him
i start to miss him
i love him very very very much


for a while now
every night i have a dream about him
last night was really odd
i was at his house
my mum was with me
she became friends with his mum
and then she starts to read my blog out loud to his mum
and they laugh
i get so embarrassed i run off inside and hide in the bathroom
he come after me
and come in the bathroom
comforts me and hold me in his arms
we then just sit there
and we fall asleep in the bathroom
waking up still in each other's arms


another day at school
i saw him at recess
he saw me sitting with my group
and a big smile went across his face
and he waved at me
i smiled back :)
at the end of lunch
when B.R and that were gone
i went up to him
hugged him
and he started telling me about this game A.S made
i wasnt so interested
and when he was done talking he walked off
i saw him at lunch
but we didnt talk
i stayed with my group
he did too with the other girls
i didnt mind
HONESTLY i didnt
at the start of period 6 i saw him again
i was heading to the library to get a Tv
and he was heading to class
we stopped
i was SOO close to him
i looked up and him
and he smiled
i asked him if he was still coming on saturday
he said he should be
but i told him to contact me if he cant
we then went our separate ways
and went to class
at the end of the day
i saw him for the last time of the day
i hugged him
but he didnt hug back
i was cut
i was full like to him
nawwww no hug
and then he hugged me
idk if that bothered him or what
but i dont think it did
its long weekend now
and i miss him very much
i love him very much