Wednesday, June 16, 2010

When We Say (Juicebox)

Somethin bout the way
Somethin bout the way you look
In my eyes
You make everything so damn easy
So easy that I don't got to worry bout a thing

And baby when we touch
All I can see is the image of us
Sitting by the ocean
Just before the dusk
Sippin on a juice box and
Sand between our toes

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we have our first kiss
But this ain't a movie
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

Just tell me you don't love me
Tell me you don't feel the same way that I do
Tell me I don't make you smile
Like I do when you walk in the room
You're so hard to let go

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we say it's forever
But this ain't a fantasy
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

This hurts so much to know that you're
With someone else when you should be with me
It's just hard to accept that I can't be around
He better be treatin you good
I'm no Einstein but I know a sign
When I see one
And I know you love me too
I know you love me too

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we have our first kiss
But this ain't a movie
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you good
So good
You got your life
He better be treatin you right
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fully relate to this song
about wanting to be with someone
but they choose with be with someone else
and so you end up heart broken
and just want them to be happy
even though you both know there is something between you two
<3

Wedding Dress

Korean Lyrics

네가 그와 다투고
때론 그 땜에 울고
힘들어 할때면
난 희망을 느끼고
아무도 모르게 맘 아, 아, 아프고
네 작은 미소면 또 담담해지고
네가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게될까봐
알아버리면 우린 멀어지게 될까봐
난 숨을 죽여 또 입술을 깨물어
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Coz you should be my lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날
돌아봐 줘

노래가 울리면 이젠 너는
그와 평생을 함께 하죠
오늘이 오지 않기를
그렇게나 매일 밤 기도했는데

네가 입은 웨딩 드레스, oh no
내가 아니잖아
Oh, 네가 입은 웨딩 드레스

내 맘을 몰라줬던 네가 너무 미워서
가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어

이미 내 눈물은 다 마, 마, 마르고
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던 걸 보면 난
이렇게 될거란 걸 알았는지도 몰라
난 눈을 감아, 끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길

Baby, 지나가는 그의 손을 잡지마
Coz you should be my lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐 줘

노래가 울리면 이젠 너는
그와 평생을 함께 하죠
오늘이 오지 않기를
그렇게나 매일 밤 기도했는데


네가 입은 웨딩 드레스
내가 아니잖아
Oh, 네가 입은 웨딩 드레스, oh, no

부디 그와 행복해
너를 잊을 수 있게
내 초라했던 모습들 다 잊어 줘
비록 한 동안은 나
죽을만큼 힘이 들겠지만

No, oh

너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에
홀로 바보처럼 살았죠
아직도 늘 그녀는
날 보고 새하얗게 웃고 있는데

네가 입은 웨딩 드레스
Oh, no
네가 입은 웨딩 드레스

Romanization

niga geuwa datugo
ttaeron geu ttaeme ulgo
himdeureo hal ttaemyeon nan huimangeul neukkigo
amudo moreuge mam a-a-apeugo
nijageun misomyeon tto damdamhaejigo

niga hoksina nae maeumeul alge doelkkabwa

nan sumeul jug yeo
tto ipsureul kkaemureo
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
oneuri oji ankireul
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde

nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
oneuri oji ankireul
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde

nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

nae mameul mollajwotdeon
nega neomu miwoseo
gakkeumeun nega bulhaenghagil nan baraesseo
imi nae nunmureun da ma ma mareugo

beoreutcheoreom honja neoege malhago

maeil bam geureoke buranhaetdeongeol bomyeon nan
ireoke doelkkeoran geon aranneunjido molla
nan nuneul gama
kkeuchi eomneun kkumeul kkwo
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
oneuri oji ankireul
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde

nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

budi geuwa haengbokhae
neoreul ijeul su itge
nae chorahaetdeon moseupdeureun da ijeojwo
birok handonganeun
 no oh
na jugeul mankeum himi deulgetjiman no oh

neomu oraen siganeul chakgak soge
hollo babocheoreom saratjyo
ajikdo nae geunyeoneun nal bogo
sae hayake utgo inneunde

nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

Translation

Some say it’s not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There’s something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come
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i'm loving this song
here is the english remix by another youtube artist;

(Verse 1 - Tommy C)
Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

(Verse 2)
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

(Verse 3 - J.Reyez)
And I see you with your man
and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong,
where we even began
We would always fuss and fight
and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were
my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when
I'm on the stage,
they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all
the female fans
and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when
you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on
at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say
it's over it breaks my heart
and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot
of times in the past
but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out,
how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next,
I'm left with an imperfect smile

(Chorus)
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i love this song
i can really relate atm
<3

More interesting than yesterday

well today was interesting
yesterday i was
TERRIBLE
this morning i was fine
then at recess i went up to him
i went behind him and hugged him
i was just hugging him
and i told him, can i talk to you at lunch
and he said yeah
but he wanted me to talk to him now
but i didnt
i just kept hugging him from behind
i asked how he was and how he was feeling
i told him i was sad yesterday
and he was wondering what was up with me
and started to wonder what i was gonna tell him later
then i moved in front of him
and talked to him a bit more
then i stood in front of him
and hugged him
him hugging me back
and i leaned my head on his shoulder
it was like that for a while
then like i went off to class
i built myself up for the moment
i brought my guitar to school
i wanted to sing to him
but he told me not to
he didnt want me to have to sing for him
so i didnt
at lunch
i went to him straight away
and we walked to like a place i thought was partically private place
which i found out later that it wasnt so private
anyways
we began talking
i started telling him how i was sad and stuff
and yeah
it was going okay
but there was so much silence
and sometimes i started yelling
and getting teary
but he calmed me down
he made me smile
by trying his best to cheer me up
he started to get upset by some of the stuff i told him
like how i got into bedford for him
even though i kinda did want to go there too
he didnt like stuff he was hearing
but we sorted it out thankfully
he then tells me how he was weirded out
about me liking him
cause of something A.P the guy said
i was like WTF when he told me
he told me that A.P the guy told him that i told A.P that i wanted to MARRY him
i was like WHAT THE FUCK
i didnt even say that
i never said that
i started to yell
i am 17 for god sake
i dont want to get married
fuck
i have trouble just trusting guys since my ex
even HIM, scared he'll walk away
why would i want to get married
no matter how much i love him
that really annoyed cause of the whole situation with A.P right now
i fucking hate him now
like why would he do that to mee
and this was said ages ago
when me and him were actually close friends
when he encouraged me to freaking go for it
to wait for him
what a faggot aye
freaking kill everything i reckon
once i started getting pissed
he tried calming me down
by saying he isnt weirded out anymore
that he is fine
which is great
but the fact that he wasnt fine before
cause of something that wasnt true annoys me
WTF
well then it went silent
and he tried to make me smile
after a while i did start to smile
and it was good
he was happy to see me smile
he wants to see me happy
i want to be happy
he started tp tell me how i was over reacting
how it was because it was my time of the month i am like this
which in a way is true
i wasnt like this last week
fucking period ><"
anyways
yeah so he understands that
he said by next week i'll be back to my old self
he smiled
the bell than rang
and we went to class together
cause our classes are like next to each other
i told him i was sorry
and he told me there was nothing to be sorry about
i said sorry for like this whole year
for putting all of this on him
and stuff like that
as we walked he told me to promise him something
and he told me to not be upset over him for the rest of the year
for him and for myself
i said i cant promise but i'll try
then we got to the intersection
before we went our separate ways
we talked a bit more
i said my sorries
and so on
he said some stuff
like dw
he told me that i was probably the person from school he hangs with the most
after his like neighbour in our year of course LOL
i was really happy
it was the nicest thing he has said to me today
after we were talking about how i thought we dont hang out much
then we actually needed to go class
so i hugged him
and said sorry
he hugged back and said
to not be sorry
to forget about it
to be happy
to smile
to wait a few days
when i dont have pms
everything will be better
we separated
then we hugged again
and i said i'm sorry again and walked off to class
even when its serious he jokes
cause he knows it makes me happy
and it does
everytime
and i will try to not be sad over him
that much i will know
i know there is nothing wrong with me and him
i know i love him very much
i know he makes me happy
i know i need him
i'm so proud of him
for being so patient with me
especially in my time of like moodyness
for being so calm about the whole fight between me and A.P
since we're both his bestfriends
for being so honest with me
for being understanding me
for being the best Guy bestfriend anyone can ask for
i'm so glad that he is so strong
to deal with all my drama
to deal with me liking him
to deal with all my shit and stuff
he is dealing with it so well and i'm so proud of him
i'm proud of him
i'm happy that me and him are still bestfriends
i'm happy me and him are cool
i'm happy with it
the only that pissed me off was A.P the guy
who is totally out of my life now
and also the fact that my period took over my emotions FUCK
well i am feeling better now
he makes everything better
by just being great
and now i feel awesome
i feel lighter in a way
because everything is going great
with him at least
hopefully everything else follows
i love him very much
but i know the chances of me being with him is really low
but i am willing to wait for him
i just hope someday i meet that one guy
who i can love
who loves me too
until then
HE is the one for me
i love him very much
after all that was said and done today
he is still my bestfriend
i am still his bestfriend
he is my AWESOME bestfriend
<3