Saturday, June 19, 2010


i'm making peace with B.R right now
like idk if she'll get this message
but i felt i needed to do this
she was so nice to me on friday
i know its time

"Hey, ummms thanks for friday
like with directions
and like with the end bit
i'm sure you helped in some way
i'm gonna make this public,
the year is ending
and i wanted to say this
i'm sorry for the past
i've been a bitch and stuff like that
and i just wanted to say sorry and make peace
i know it may be too late
but idk i felt like saying this now
you're such a nice person
i can see that
this may not mean much
like i know it may not mean friends
i really dont mind
but i wanted to be able to at least make peace with you
so yeah
sorry if this is SOOOO random
just after friday, i felt like i needed to do this
thanks again for friday
and sorry for whatever happened in the past
idk if i ever thanked you for the past
like when we were bestfriends
but thank you
and again sorry
anyways i'm gonna leave it there cause i know this is already a lot
but yeah
ummm, see you at school i guess

now it is the waiting game
i wonder what will happen next


guys, i'm starting to make covers again
if you have suggestions feel free to let me know
i'll put up links when i upload them
i cbb learning songs on guitar right now
so i'm only gonna be using instrumentals
i find online so yeah
keep updated
and i hope you enjoy my covers
they will be up some time this month
i promise

i miss you very much

i missed him yesterday
but i heard he was happy whereever he was
which made me happy
i have been worried about him
but today i got the chance to speak to him
it was brief
but better than nothing i guess
i asked if he was okay
and he said he was
i asked if A.P the guy spoke to him
and he said yes
and yeah
i didnt bother going into depth
as i didnt have lots of time
cause i was at the shop
i asked if we were cool
and he said we were
i wanna leave it there
i want to leave it for now
cause i dont want to stress
and i dont want to panic
and so ima leave it at that
and just work it out on monday
i dont want to cry anymore
i dont want to do any of that shit
i wanna be myself
i wanna be me
i love him very much
ima leave him at peace
i'm not gonna put shit on him anymore