Monday, December 6, 2010

It's Funny

after being really down
i read a few convos with sebastian
and i feel all better
i'm smiling again
and everything

i just miss him very much
really wanna see him soon
<3

Reading old convos i had w/ the bestfriend

now reading old convos with him
and i found this

me; if you were a chick and really liked a guy would you tell them or first talk to them like as a really good friend

him; ok this is what i would do, firstly i would befriend them and then try really hard to get them to like me first until its so obvious thats its noticable that they like me and then that way if my feelings change noone will know

sounds like what happened with me and him
at this very moment ><
very weird

Feeling the way i did when her first left me

these are just snippets of convos me and my ex had
that show me he did love me
he just moved on before i did
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250408~
Me; what if you forget about me
him; i wont
me; you never know
him; i wont, i promise
me; i hope you dont, i wont forget you
him; i know

280408~
him; you walk past me like 50 times
me; i do??
him; yeah
me; noo
him; yes
me; i dont see you
him; cause you're talking to logan lol
me; then i dont walk past you on purpose
him; i dont care, ur happy wen ur with them
me; really?
him; yeah
me; so when i'm happy, you're happy
him; yeah

290408~
me; you smiled at the beginning, like in the lines and gave me a hug
him; id give you a hug even if i was depressed

020508~
him; I LOVE YOU LOUISE
me; i love you W...

070508~
Out Of The Blue he said this
him; i love you
me; i love you too, is something wrong
him; no why
me; idk
him; what, cant i say i love you
me; yeah you can :D i like when you say it

150508~
him; what did i promise you
me; do you mind telling me again
him; i would never leave you
me; but the point is you will
him; i wont
me; i'm not ready to let you go
him; i'm not ready too and i won't





THATS ENOUGH
i've relived 2 major fights between us
and i cant take it
i'll always love my ex
but in the end
we were two different people
and i know inside me
im better off without him

i love SEBASTIAN
more than anyone in the world
i think of my ex
and then see a picture of sebastian
and know i'm gonna be okay

SEBASTIAN makes me a better person
he makes sure
everything works out in the end
<3

The ex

he's on facebook a lot now
his status is always something sad
and sometimes i tell myself
maybe its about me
when i really know it isnt
WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with me
i miss my bestfriend too much
that i feel the closest thing i have now
to ever finding someone
is my ex
THROUGH FACEBOOK
me and him think a like sometimes
faaaaaa i miss him
and by him i mean BOTH of them ><"
<3

Song of the day

AMY by Allstar Weekend
i put this up once before as song of the day
but today it on repeat
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Set on this girl and I just can't show it.
I'm taking my time 'cause I don't wanna blow it,
But I can't get her out of my mind.
She looks one way and I look another.
All my friends say "Please, don't bother."
But I can't see the truth when I'm blind.

I know it's real

The older that I get,
The less that I regret,
And baby, it's 'cause of you.
Since the day we met,
You know I won't forget,
That baby, my aim is true.

Oh Amy, A-A-Amy
You've changed my life.
Oh Amy, A-A-Amy
You make everything
Alright
A-A-Amy

She smiles like a new sunrise.
Her funny laugh was so surprising,
But I can't get her off of my mind.
She lights up a room like a full moon shinin'.
I try to look cool,
But she's not buying it
'Cause girls like these are so hard to find.

I know it's real

The older that I get,
The less that I regret,
And baby, it's 'cause of you.
Since the day we met,
You know I won't forget,
That baby, my aim is true.

Oh Amy, A-A-Amy
You've changed my life.
Oh Amy, A-A-Amy
You make everything
Alright

Now I've made up my mind,
And I'll move mountains to be with you.
I'm done taking my time,
And in the end,
I always knew
(Always knew)
Always knew

The older that I get,
The less that I regret,
And baby, it's 'cause of you.
Since the day we met,
You know I won't forget,
That baby, my aim is true.

Oh Amy, A-A-Amy
You make everything alright.
Oh Amy, A-A-Amy
You've changed my life.
Amy, A-A-Amy
You make everything
Alright.

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